what's now?

ah.
alvin called/msg me just now.
he msg me at 11am, i only got to reply at 5pm+.

we were talking and msg for the whole night.

frankly speaking, i still got feeling for him.
i tell him what i feel.
we talk alot of thing just now.
he told me the truth of breaking up.
nevermind, it okay.
i understand, really.

you are a good boyfriend, seriously.
ah, i never get to reply this to him just now, as he call me.
i want to tell him this.

i dont know what will happen next seriously=/
was feeling very excited througout.
my heart jump double, when his name, alvin appeared on my phone.

i got tons of thing to tell him, but he damn bastard.
busily playing his psp when we on phone.
i was like, nehmind, let him play.
i also dont know where should i start for.
he still as cute as ever, especially when i told him i going genting.
he called me immediately, and rant like no one business to me.
HAHA, he damn cute la(:
still as usual, cant catch his talking speed.
but at least, he changing for the better.

tell me, is it still possible between us?
predict please people.

i dont ask much either, because he really cant have girlfriend for this moment.
i shouldnt go bother him too.

but i feel my feeling will get deeper when he start contact me.
alway start off with the msg "will you hate me?"

like seriously, i wont hate him please.
he the one i once love, and i wont hate him.
i wont hate him because he hurt me before, use your brain to think la.

he told me
i purposely break with you in cruel method, want you to hate me. inthend. taoyen la. you never hate me.."
LOL.

he totally cute-ness to me.
i want to ask he, still love me or not, butbut, the time is just not right and i cant get the chance.

nono, i shouldnt ask now.
just that the nature take it course.
what will come will come right(:

not going to think too much, and i not finding any boyfriend like now.

see, i enjoying my single life now.
single life is just so good, without fearing or worry anything(:
i still young right(:
hah, self-consol.

uh well.
i overheard what he said which supposely he dont mean to say it out.

something like eh, "wait till i got money la"
but then, i go cut his sentence and he didnt continue le.
LOL.

nvm nvm, i not thinking anymore.
i just said, i letting nature to take it course.

and, alvin stop kanna confinement please-.-
i know you are a good guy.
hah.
dont want you to be the pass, yet confuse about the present, and i hope you will be the future.