i'm tired.

just feel like sleeping all the way.
dont know why.
trying to escape from reality i think..

dont feel like going out, because i feel lost when i walk on the street.
i just feel like rotting at the home.

i hate the feeling of became alone suddenly.
it sucks alot.

maybe its just two weeks, i should get over easily.
but, i just hurt deeply, maybe i step too deep.

two times of being hurt, make me sick of going in R/S
yah, i know, two times only..
i not strong enough.

frankly speaking, i do blame.
neverminds, i know its not his fault.

seriously i dont know whether i should wait or not.
i dont know the things he told me is truth or not.
neverminds, shalln't think much.
just let nature take course.

anyways, thanks alot for pple who consol me(:
dex pinch my face and sayang my head today.
haaaaaaaas. i know you want me to blog about it right.
but thanks anyway (:

i feel my life so meaningless :(
LOL

cassandra tag me de.
haaas

#1 if your lover betrayed you , what will your reaction be?
take knife and chase him nohs. kidding. i dont know siah, count myself dumb for seeing wrong person.

#2 if you can have a dream to come true , what would it be?
for my family to be happy, healthy, safe and round. xD

#3 what will your dream wedding be like?
a sweet one will do (x a wedding which can bring back alot of memories between us ((:

#4 are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
yup, but just let nature take course when i confuse.

#5 what is your ideal lover like?
no idea but as long as the feeling is there.

#6 which is more blessed? loving someone or being loved by someone?
both of it are bless ahs. bless when someone love you, and at the same time you feel bless when you loving someone. okay crap.

#7 how long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
i dont know, the most 2years ? seriously i dont know.

#8 if the person you like is secretly like is already attached , what would you do?
then i'll let my feeling fade away.

#9 is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
obviously. saddd.

#10 is being tagged fun?
see how the qn is like.

#11 how do you see yourself in 10 years time?
have a blissful marriage ((:

#12 who are currently the most important people to you?
my family, friends and idontknow. LOL

#13 what kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
loud. LOLLLLS =X

#14 would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
i rather be single and rich, as what happen to me recently is bad to be attached yet poor=(

#15 whats the first thing you do every morning?
think whether there's any interesting stuff after that to let me look forward.

#16 would you give all in a relationship?
yup, of course.

#17 if you fall in love with two people simultaneously , who would you pick?
the feeling i prefer to be with that person.

#18 what type of friends do you like?
those who can go mad with meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. dont mind my craziness. xD joking. actually any people as long as able to go along with (: hees

#19 what type of friends do you dislike?
i dont like corn. so naggy one. okay joking xD no betrayer is alright leh((:

okay, done done.
but not tagging people.
as you can see, so limited people for me to tag.
LOL

and yah, i saw andreas today!!
omg, long since i saw him lehs.
muaheehees.
MEET UP SOON okay.
i rmb you still want to give me snacks that you buy from japan hor.
hees.

shall go sleep soon.
i tired again :/