another tonning

my eyeball is freaking small-.-


friday

hello people.
:)

some dont recognise me, like suddenly dont know im yilin.
LOL.
even huang yiting can suddenly dont recognise me!

funny-.-

bought a tube dress on thursday, and i guess this is my first time wearing tube.
LOL im very fat that why i dont wear tube.
eh eh eh.

yes yes, i now pining up my hair almost everyday, really cant stand my those side hair
because it just reach my shoulder and everytime those side hair will curl le lo, see le im damn pek cek
-.-

okay so ytdy, went school for consultation.
wtf lo, i wake up at freaking 10am le and i felt that yiting sure wont wake up de.
so i prepared damn slow, end up yiting really never wake up.
ass hole and she wake up at 11am+

and and nice one, inthend we cab to school.
nevermind, i wear until like that i dont want to walk that long path of shophouses road to bus stop.

all ji ko pei, all bangalas, only know how to disturb.
damn cb. damn irritating.
somemore need to walk very far, and damn hot lo.

anyway had consultation as a group at 1.45pm.
yada yada, i never really listen to what wahidah talking about, was stonning and stonning.

after yiling and huang yiting finish their consultation, we went canteen:D
was planning here and there for caiyun's birthday, and me and mei wanna go first but caiyun already on her way le.

but eh hm cai yun reached the school too late le, so end up we cab
cab again, really can die -.-

reached and went to GV to buy tickets for the curious case of benjamin button.
wtf lo
cb le the people, obviously all of us are students le.
she die die also want us to show everyone student's pass.

will die meh, just gave student's price, even i work last time they never bring student's pass i also gave student price. and even managers also allowed if no student's pass, but not always.

argh pissed off, somemore she damn attitude lo.

nevermind, total 8 pple watching first, other dont want to watch because of 3 hours of duration and they thought is boring.

but no no no, seriously is DAMN NICEEE
i dont know why, but after the whole movie, is like giving you different view on life and death.
great movie, although the duration is long.

the part of what if... what if..... what if......
i think is very amazing, hahaaa.

somemore this movie got humorous sense.
i love the part when the old man said, "did i told you that i strike by the lighting for 7 times"
wtf lo, damn funny.
LOL.

i love this movie i feel like watching again.
really nice movie la :D :D :D

somemore, there is a lot of nice scenes, nice angles and stuffs like that :)
very pretty.

the guy, whatever i forget how to spell the name.
omg damn handsome :) eessh im melt.

but the ending is very sad :(
like want cry cannot cry.
the whole story are quite sad, you are seeing everyone getting older and one by one they left, yet you are getting younger and younger.


but strongly encourage people to watch :D
NICE.

oh ya, we sat at the first row, imagine rising your head high up to the screen-.-
3hours somemore, and i was fucking urgent when we just watch for like 1hour30mins-.-


anyway, after the movie went to fish &co
sat at the second row, inside was very happening.
waited for everyone to arrive and we order.

so there are, me, mei, caiyun, cheryl, yiling, alina, layyen, kangling, minghan, xianming, king, james, faizal and kester.

james, minghan and king went fish farm lo.
ah ah ah. -.-
i want to go, i want buy one more bettas fish eh.

anyway, finally :D i fucking hungry.
my course came first, and i was like waiting for the rest to come.

inthend minghan's came first and he started eating le-.- -.-
roar.

damn nice my salmon. :D
omg
everyone's course was very nice.


alot of people's birthday.
they yada yada, we joined in the clapping and cheering.

finally caiyun's turn le!
HAHAHAHA.

butbut, minghan, king and james went away to atm, and the staffs already took the cake out le-.-

so well, caiyun was asked to stand on the chair holding the fire sparkles.
and as usual, they had their cheers.
damn funny :D
we screamed and sang damn loud

then cy had to stand straight and blow the candles :D

oh ya, it's oreo cheese cake!
OMG LA.

the oreo cheese cake damn nice la, like bite it, the cake will melt le lo
omg and the cheese is so niceee :D
omg heavenly :)



okay, so bill time.
dont know why lo, it shortage-.-

i paid $30 at least i know i never paid shortage.

eh damn expensive can-.-

so yada, stone here and there.
went toliet first.

then, we stone outside PS.
talk, slack, chit chatting.

caiyun went off first with her BIG BIG bear and the balloon.
haha


eh then we cam whoring with kester's laptop.
hahhaa damn fun :DD

11.30pm they went off first to kangling's house and ton.
im meeting jing.

im so good can, haha i sat at the bus stop for 1hour.
gosh.

then i went to bali's house and wait outside. im cannot go in first lo.
somemore inside damn happening, i alone and i dont dare to go in myself.
-.-

thenthen my hp spoilt.
omg omg
i keep on praying please dont spoilttttttttttt .

yes ah yes ah, my phone are back to normal (:

yiting she mad lo, she asked me to go inside and stone at there see how many people want my hp's number.
retarded her, she is mad.
LOL.


went another entrance to wait, and there's group of guy sitting behind me.
i was like eh so many places dont want to sit, why sit behind me-.-

actually wanted to move away, but one of them suddenly approached me and he said his friend want my number.
-.-

i was like dont want, then he show me his friend's number.

i just oh.
then he keep on asking me-.- inthend he went back.

he keep on talking and asking me qn.
then he asked me who i waiting for, and i just say my friend lo, working inside.
and he said, really ah? then we run first ah, later he come out beat us.

-.- -.- -.- -.- -.-
retarded eh.
funny people.
lol.

thenthen i msg jing got pple want my num, then he asked me go in first.
i was like dont want, damn paiseh lo.

inthend, he asked his friend or what to come out and asked me go in.
then she point to those guys and said, "your friend ah?"
i said no and walk away.


omg, -.-
then i just sat at there and stone.
im really stone at there.
-.-



i guess 2am+ jing was free enough to acc me.
talk talk, and he asked kelvin come down.

and idk why, two of them got different impression of what i see for the first time-.-

lol.

and jing are bartender and he make some alcohol for me to drink, and first glass was too strong for me to drink and then he make another.

2nd glass damn niceeeeeeeeeee and sweet sweet de :)

kelvin came, then three of us play dai dee.



eh like around 4am+ or so, got ang mok customers.
daddy and son.
the son damn cuteeeeeeeeee la, omg fucking handsome.
can melt.
LOL.


he said he study at china for two years, and his gf is singaporean and tmr he going malaysia to study.

he can speak chinese lo, omg his action damn cute la.
i keep on laughing when he talking, jing was asking me shh dont laugh :x

but he really damn cute.
HAHAHHAA.
his dad also quite handsome, his action like kid like that.
very cute la.
omg. run here and there.

so jing and kelvin played pool with them.
they can played really well.

then another grp of guys came in, and they joined the pool.



i just stand at there and see see.
5am+ i acc kelvin to eat at the foodcourt.

saw some group of pple -.-
eh omg.

anyway, dabao for jing and we went back.
stunned lo, suddenly so many customers-.-

play daidee with kelvin, he pinched my face. asshole eh.
my face is precious.

and he snatch my phone and see the photos me with alvin.
because i havent change away the boyfriend name.
eh.


7am, kelvin went home first, and i waited for jing to end work.
and he accompany me to bus down to kangling's house.
saw sun rise on the way, at kallang river there, omfg.
damn nice laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
aw.

then,
stupid huang yiting asked me to wait for her.
okay, so both of us was sitting at the bedok food centre like dead bodies .

we damn shag and sleepy.
i very uglam lo. omg.

he want sleep dont want go home first, or at least lie on the table.
and said must accompany me-.-

but i too tired ah, i just lie down and slept like more than 1hour.
huang yiting hp no batt, and she never contact me le.
two of us retarded sitting at there, and luckily jing said, i think she reaching le, we go bus stop wait for her.

called yiting and she said she already outside kangling's house.
ah fuck.

then jing acc me to kl's house, didnt expected that he will acc me to walk there.
haha thank you.

and somemore, he is the one who told me where to alight, and how to walk to kl's house when i dont even know where his house located at-.-

but actually, he last time always hang out there, and i only go once eh.
reached and bid goodbye with him.

called yiting and she didnt ans, and just nice i saw mei and king behind me.
saw yiting and i stunned, because her hair still so neat, mine like some mad women.
my hair like ghost and damn messy.

went in put down the bag, everyone were still sleeping, so three of us went to walk around.
inthend we sat at the swimming pool there and talk.

yiting very stress eh.
ah dont stress love you.
heh

king damn good help huang yiting to massage for two hours while she sleeping.
two hours le omg-.-

haha we slept like pig on the table.

when we wake up, the sun was fucking hot ahhhh.
omg -.-

walk back to kl house, and we like almost lost our way.

disturbed kester, and he wake up le.
thenthen, alina wake up and she left first for church le.

kl, ly wake up next.
ly damn cute la, she just screamed she want KATONG LASAK .
hahahaa damn cute!!

kl damn geek lo, omg, wake up immediately play left4dead le-.-

me and mei went to take his place and slept with ly.
HAHA.

im fall asleep for damn long i guess.

ly damn cute la, i used pillow to cover my face and sleep, then got a hole, so can see my eyes.
then ly put her face and look at me, then i wake up and look back.
and she damn cute and said, "dont worried, you not seeing a ghost"
HAHAHA FUCKING CUTE, and i hug her!!
hahhaa


wake up at 1pm++ and went to bath.
bloghopping around. OO
watched tv and watched the magic on zhong yi da ge da.

woah eric was amazing.
omg.

after everyone prepare finished, we bus down to eat katong lasak.
thank minghan for buying me the donuts :D


the lasak is very niceeeeeeeeee, and the otak is heavenly.
omg.

i love the lasak la, fuck nice.

ah huang yiting ignore me, because she thought i will follow her.
eh eh eh.
sian .

went to walk around at roxy plaza.

kangling and ming han imitade how ahbeng carried the bag and walk.

we laughed like mad la. HAHAH DAMN ALIKE LO
DAMN FUNNY OMG.

wanted to eat dessert, the snowflakes, but everyone were damn tired and so we went home.

me and mei cab home, eh omg. die la

cb fucking asshole driver.
fucking attitude can.
go die la, comfort can accept the NET is fact okay
he come bullshit to me that the driver can choose not to accept the net.
then he dont drive comfort la.
fuck la cb.

he damn reluctant to swipe the net card
he never even key in anything and he want to swipe.
somemore he swipe the card DAMN HARD AND FAST LO.
if cannot, sure is swipe slowly right, he swipe like he going to break the card into half.
cb le. wtf feel like killing him.
damn obivious that he purposly act like the net machine is spolit .
cb le, fucker la him.

i damn angry can, and i keep on giving attitude.
then we stubborn dont want go atm machine.

so inthend he got no choice and use NET.
i know most of the driver dont like NET because they cant get the money immediately, but we got no cash le.
but they rather no business, or pay net and get the money another day ?
retarded .

omg, damn pissed off.


okay, went home and sleep immediately.
mother scolded like fuck when we didnt take off contact len and slept.
i damn tired lo.

woke at 10.30pm.

okay i want to sleep again like now.
damn tired, tmr gonna celebrate yvonne's birthday!

ah can see her le!
miss youuuuuu.


sorry my group mate, i update the entries tmr okay.
im too tired le.


i dont know why, i will feel sort of bad when i hang out with guys.
i know it damn retard, dumb and stupid.
im really feel like banging the wall or whatever.
the most i with them, the most i felt that i cant even forget alvin.
i guess it because i can really felt what i feeling, but the facts was that i really cant forget him.
i dont what should i do, i think i love him for too much, and im step in too deep.
i dont know how do i come out, i felt it very difficult for me to move on now.
i really do my best to put down, move on and not thinking about him.
but i failed, i guess i really need time.
i need a lot of time to move on.
it's impossible for me to forget about him in short period of time.
i need time to place him as my memories, not the one whom i love.
i still feel hurt sometimes, sign.
i miss you badly, but i really will try to move on asap.