cb fuck everything

im not happy im not happy im not happy

i dont know why i feel fuck sad and super shit now.
just out of sudden, i thought of him. what the hell with me :(

then huang yiting suddenly told me something :(
and i dont want to listen anymore, i just dont have the courage to face the fact now.
i really dont know when i can get over it.

cb cb cb cb.

why i just cant fucking move on and get over him, why am i so affected by him..
i really trying so hard and stop thinking about him, but i cant.

why everything in my mind is about him, and all the memories we had.
why he cant just get away from my mind.
i really hate this feeling :( idk why i felt like crying out of sudden.

seriously, i really dont know what i want now, or perhaps i felt like having single life right now.
i dont know what's come next.

i guess i mood swimg.
i dont want to think anymore, and im not going to think.

im sorry, i really cannot step in another relationship now.
i need a lot a lot of time to get myself out now.


project one really driving me mad :(
really hope everything can go on smoothly..