yap nessssssssss.
i saw yvonne lew li yu !!!!!!!!!!
weeeeeeeeeets
saw happy lar lar lar.
ytdy saw tinghui, today saw yvonne :D
*jump around*
xDD
so well, normal day today.
seriously, i cant understand what alan is talking about=(
i think i cant learn much in photoshop luh.
have some group assignment.
so tomorrow have to meet my group at 12.30nn.
i think i go at 12nn with my dear sister :D
after class, then went to bus stop.
while waiting for bus, i turned around and saw someone sooooo familar.
omfgggggggggg.
yvonnnnne
run to her and hug her xDD
then decided to take 23 home
xDD
since we stay at the same place.
chat along with yvonne.
have alot of thing to update
xDDDD
miss my yvonne so muchhh:D
meet up soon hor :D
okay.
i have the urge to eat subway cookies now =(
i want eatttttttttt.
especially the double chocolate
*droooools*
roar.
yiting just now went to bukit batok
-o-
chun tio.
why went to my sad place.
roar.
yawn neverminds.
past is past already.
so, yiting believe?
you stead, i break.
i stead, you break.
dont believe, dont believe
=(
mummy's medical report is out.
awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
everything, high, high high.
mum ahs, must take care ler.
mum : doctor said i cannot eat too much rice.
me: then eat porridge lor.
mum: porridge is also belong to grains, cannot eat too.
me: then eat noodles lor.
mum: noodles also cannot.
me -___________- then like that that mean everything also cant eat hur?
mum: ya ._.
duh.
then also cannot eat anything related to beans.
roar.
mummy ahs, must take care.
next time, cannot cook too satly or oily hor
must ting hua.
i hope mummy will take medicine lor.
but she dont want, she said if start to take medicine, that mean must eat forever.
aw, but if dont eat, will get serious lor
=(
roarrrrrrrr!
dont care hur!
mummy, must take medicine.
aw, i haven return daddy money.
=X
this month's pay is gone.
next sat, public hoilday eh.
should i work fri, sat and sun, so that i can get double pay on sat ?
should i ?
havent send the constraint yet le.
die liao die liao.
$9 le.
if i never work consecutive 3 days, quite waste eh.
but sure damn tiredd.
roar.!
shall end here.
goodnights (:
Thursday, July 31, 2008
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
letting it go.
I SO HAPPY xD xD
BECAUSE I SAW LIM TING HUI TODAY!
OMG OMG OMG OMG.
happy luhhhhs.
we hugs and jump each other xD
so excitedddd.
miss her so muchh xDD
so well.
went to joseph's house at 12nn+
ryan forget to bring something, then he had to go back home again.
so went there myself first, and wenjun pick me up.
so was staying up at his house playing the i-dont-know-what-that-called.
guitar thingy.
at first, joseph and wenjun was playing.
then the rest of the time, i was competeting with ryan!
haas.
fun-ness
then around 2pm, make our way back to school.
have lunch at design canteen :D
black pepper beefffffff
then the rest of my group was doing the dicussion.
after eating, went back to classroom.
photoshop learning.
very sad to say, i totally dont understand what the lecture was talking about.
omg=(
kept asking peiwen for help xD
i want to redo eh.
but i think i very lazy to redo, and i havent install the photoshop yet.
then blah, the class end at 5pm+
my classmate was watching some ghost video.
but i cant see anything at all.
-o-
better cant see .
well, after that left the school.
while waiting for the bus.
i heard someone called me.
to my surprise, i turned around and saw tinghui.
xDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
jitao run to her, and hug her
xD
you know, so happy lar.
this is my first time in school, i saw her xD
hope to see yvonne like real soon can.
miss her so muchhhhhhhhhhhhh.
i want to see her, then hughug with her lar.
yvonne i want hug you xD
then chitchatting with tinghui.
jio-ing us to sentosa on this sat.
xD
and i hope qing will be going too lahhhhhhh.
miss her seriously.
qing is so busy now=(
roar.
really really hope, four of us are able to gather again.
i miss the days so muchhh.
corn and aden kor too.
i miss the times, we always went out on sunday.
those fun and outing were like so memorable (:
i miss the times when me, mei, ting and qing alway dine at restuarant.
MOF, newyork new york, fish&co, cafe cartle,..
i think the very last gather, for 5 of us is at fish&co that day.
still rmb the neoprint ?
those fun and laughter (:
although something happen.
but still i wont forget those days (:
corn went to re-service, aden already married.
corn dont forget, you own me and ting A BIG MEAL.
TEPPANYAKI.
DONT FORGET HOR.
roarrrr.
will wait for you de
muaheehees x)
and those days with qing at airport, fish&co at novena, basketball court that night.
going each other house, and our old place.
(:
still rmb the promise we make last time.
every two weeks must meet 1 time.
we thought we able to do it, but we failed.
but still, meet up soon okay.
this saturday, sentosa trip (:
not forgeting, i miss jiani alottttttttttttttttttttttttt (:
meet up soon hor xD
loveeee (:
oh well.
memories should be keep in the heart (:
oh.
i break up with alvin liao.
no tears, no crying, no saddness at all.
i still can smile.
because no feeling le, numb le.
after the crying on sat, i think i had already give up everything le.
i dont want give up de, i really dont want to let it go again.
i want this relationship to last..
but really no point anymore.
no point pining on it, when there is no feeling anymore, when he dont ever treasure me.
i see no future of us.
i treasure him, and i want to.
but no chance is given.
i already try my best to be a good girlfriend ler.
he alway so cold, thing will just get tired after sometimes.
so well, forget it ler. i think it the best to break up, and move on.
empty promises.
all the thing he promise when he wanne me be his girlfriend.
all the sweetness, thing will just change when we are together.
really change..
so i think i just let it go.
i didnt regret to be his gf afterall, because this is what i choose in the first place.
he is kind of special to me in some way.
he can be real sweet at times..
but no more feeling ler.
i think i will fade away very soon.
i knew we will break de.
you dont msg me okay.
then i msg you, and end everything.
feel like ending everything asap, even i dont wish to.
contradict hur.
but really very dumb lor, we knew that we are breaking soon ler.
why dont msg and say?
if not, is this going to drag?
oh please. no way.
i wont go and wait for a impossible relationship.
if i dont msg him, then when can i know the answer ?
msg him just now, he still dont feel like answering me.
but still, he give me a answer after that.
(:
i feel relieved.
maybe ALITTLE BITTTTTTTTTTT of saddness.
but i fine later on.
nevermind, got stead mechiam no stead like that.
even we break le, i still feel the same.
but still, i was once bless with him
thanks for the two months plus you give me.
although we didnt have much memories.
but still all those bit and pieces thing you done for me, and the two months memories we have, i will alway kept in my heart de :)
jiayou in your army.
take care (:
BECAUSE I SAW LIM TING HUI TODAY!
OMG OMG OMG OMG.
happy luhhhhs.
we hugs and jump each other xD
so excitedddd.
miss her so muchh xDD
so well.
went to joseph's house at 12nn+
ryan forget to bring something, then he had to go back home again.
so went there myself first, and wenjun pick me up.
so was staying up at his house playing the i-dont-know-what-that-called.
guitar thingy.
at first, joseph and wenjun was playing.
then the rest of the time, i was competeting with ryan!
haas.
fun-ness
then around 2pm, make our way back to school.
have lunch at design canteen :D
black pepper beefffffff
then the rest of my group was doing the dicussion.
after eating, went back to classroom.
photoshop learning.
very sad to say, i totally dont understand what the lecture was talking about.
omg=(
kept asking peiwen for help xD
i want to redo eh.
but i think i very lazy to redo, and i havent install the photoshop yet.
then blah, the class end at 5pm+
my classmate was watching some ghost video.
but i cant see anything at all.
-o-
better cant see .
well, after that left the school.
while waiting for the bus.
i heard someone called me.
to my surprise, i turned around and saw tinghui.
xDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
jitao run to her, and hug her
xD
you know, so happy lar.
this is my first time in school, i saw her xD
hope to see yvonne like real soon can.
miss her so muchhhhhhhhhhhhh.
i want to see her, then hughug with her lar.
yvonne i want hug you xD
then chitchatting with tinghui.
jio-ing us to sentosa on this sat.
xD
and i hope qing will be going too lahhhhhhh.
miss her seriously.
qing is so busy now=(
roar.
really really hope, four of us are able to gather again.
i miss the days so muchhh.
corn and aden kor too.
i miss the times, we always went out on sunday.
those fun and outing were like so memorable (:
i miss the times when me, mei, ting and qing alway dine at restuarant.
MOF, newyork new york, fish&co, cafe cartle,..
i think the very last gather, for 5 of us is at fish&co that day.
still rmb the neoprint ?
those fun and laughter (:
although something happen.
but still i wont forget those days (:
corn went to re-service, aden already married.
corn dont forget, you own me and ting A BIG MEAL.
TEPPANYAKI.
DONT FORGET HOR.
roarrrr.
will wait for you de
muaheehees x)
and those days with qing at airport, fish&co at novena, basketball court that night.
going each other house, and our old place.
(:
still rmb the promise we make last time.
every two weeks must meet 1 time.
we thought we able to do it, but we failed.
but still, meet up soon okay.
this saturday, sentosa trip (:
not forgeting, i miss jiani alottttttttttttttttttttttttt (:
meet up soon hor xD
loveeee (:
oh well.
memories should be keep in the heart (:
oh.
i break up with alvin liao.
no tears, no crying, no saddness at all.
i still can smile.
because no feeling le, numb le.
after the crying on sat, i think i had already give up everything le.
i dont want give up de, i really dont want to let it go again.
i want this relationship to last..
but really no point anymore.
no point pining on it, when there is no feeling anymore, when he dont ever treasure me.
i see no future of us.
i treasure him, and i want to.
but no chance is given.
i already try my best to be a good girlfriend ler.
he alway so cold, thing will just get tired after sometimes.
so well, forget it ler. i think it the best to break up, and move on.
empty promises.
all the thing he promise when he wanne me be his girlfriend.
all the sweetness, thing will just change when we are together.
really change..
so i think i just let it go.
i didnt regret to be his gf afterall, because this is what i choose in the first place.
he is kind of special to me in some way.
he can be real sweet at times..
but no more feeling ler.
i think i will fade away very soon.
i knew we will break de.
you dont msg me okay.
then i msg you, and end everything.
feel like ending everything asap, even i dont wish to.
contradict hur.
but really very dumb lor, we knew that we are breaking soon ler.
why dont msg and say?
if not, is this going to drag?
oh please. no way.
i wont go and wait for a impossible relationship.
if i dont msg him, then when can i know the answer ?
msg him just now, he still dont feel like answering me.
but still, he give me a answer after that.
(:
i feel relieved.
maybe ALITTLE BITTTTTTTTTTT of saddness.
but i fine later on.
nevermind, got stead mechiam no stead like that.
even we break le, i still feel the same.
but still, i was once bless with him
thanks for the two months plus you give me.
although we didnt have much memories.
but still all those bit and pieces thing you done for me, and the two months memories we have, i will alway kept in my heart de :)
jiayou in your army.
take care (:
Monday, July 28, 2008
today today


the *yam ball* is my grandmother's village food.
very niceeeeeeeeeeeee i tell you.
and alot of food that singapore dont have de.
okay anyway.
today is the first day of the new block.
new module, new classroom.
digital media fundamental
learn those photoshop or what everrrrr.
i think so -.-
interesting hur.
but but but.
my lecture is ang mok lerrr.
oh gosh.
i going to die.
catch no ball.
cant understand his accents, what he talking.
especially when he talk so fast.
i have to struggle my ears so hard then i able to understand ABIT only -.-
actually most of the time, i was out of space.
didnt really paid attention to what he said.
omg omg, luckily ryan able to help me (:
or else, i will be so blurrrr.
okay, so this morning.
blah.
then i decided to wake up at 10am+
as daddy and mummy going to fetch mei to school, then they will be going to shopping.
so that mean, i have to go school myself=(
i dont wantttt.
oh gosh.
i damn dulan this morning.
out of the sudden, daddy kept scolding me for crying on that day.
scold and scold and scold.
i was so angry that i argue and shoot back.
or when daddy was scolding, i pretend to hear nothing, and talk to mei.
damn rude i know, but damn arghhh.
but luckily, daddy never slap me.
HAHA.
then on the car, DAD SCOLD AGAIN.
like nowsday alot people over-speed, then alot of car accident.
-o-
I GOT DRIVE CAR MEH.
THIS TYPE OF THING ALSO CAN SCOLD.
dulan dulan
so well, after fetching mei to school.
go TM, argue alittle bit with dad while on the way.
-o-
whatever, then when we went in the carpark.
it was quite full ah.
then daddy managed to find a parking lot behind him.
so behind daddy's car, there another car.
it mean, daddy came first right.
i turned behind and said, "what if the car behind us go snatch our place le.?"
dad "wont luh, he also cannot snatch, we come first de okay!"
so i continue to look behind
while daddy was moving to the parking lot
that fucking driver go hong at us, and POINT AT US
you know fuckkkkkkkkk ler
still got the face to point at us.
he dont know the suition hur.
roar.
me: "daddy! he point at us lerrr, OMG, fuck man. chee byeee!"
daddy "aiya, hack care lah, he want point then point lor, he also cant take the place!"
then i continue scold.
the car drove pass us.
and i point middle finger at him.
he saw it, he lan lan, look away and drove off.
__
omg, i so bad.
tsk tsk.
kidding.
then went to nokia shop at century mall.
out of stock liao, as the slide thingy of my phone had come out liao.
then fill in the form, and wait for their call.
went in the electronic shop walk walk around.
i so hungry can.
pulled mum to pastamania!
miss the unagi pasta.
quite exp eh, but got daddy around.
heeehees, i dont need to pay so much.
so well, they at there nag, but just for fun xD
dont know why everytime bring mummy to places which we think is nice.
then at that day, the food suddenly not so nice -o-
so end up, every food i think it nice, mummy sure will be complaining.
unagi pasta actually very nice, the proportion they give me alway so many, that i cant finish it.
but yet, today, the taste of the pasta isnt so well, and the proportion was like so lesssss, and the unagi they give was like few pieces only -.-
suay lor, kanna mummy said -.-
i think should go PS de pasta mania.
the pasta at there is nice :D
oh well.
went to walk around.
i want buy tops.
but cant find any nicee.
or else mummy can help me pay.
OPP OPP
went to IMac shop see see.
i want a IMac laptop.
shall see first :D :D
before going home, daddy went to take away xiao long bao at din tai feng.
the waitress very rude.
roar.
why i do service line, need to face customer's attitude.
then why i be a customer, also need to face those servicer's attitude.
very ass right.
roar!
after that went school.
blahhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
lazy to elaborate more.
then ryan did something so funny.
HAHA.
he throw the sweet and he missed it.
LOLLL.
-o-
then after lesson, went to TM with my classmates.
but i go there to find my sister.
she so stupid cannnnnn.
waste money go rewatch the dark knight!
then 15mins later, she come out to find me liaoo.
so waste money.
aw, and i so sad can.
havent even watch the dark knight.
who willing to watch with me nehhhh?
went to coffee bean buy ehh, forget what that again-.-
i want buy small de.
but that girl asked "regular or large?"
i was too gan chiong to say regular.
then i realised she didnt give me the choice whether i want small anot.
-o-
waste my money.
roar.
i was so highhh today.
was laughing and crapping with my dear sister!
shouting and oh so ever.
i guess we are the loudest in the bus stop and bus!
damn noisy of us.
i give mei see the ice cream i eat ytdy.
then i was saying this type is not called ice cream lor.
should bing qi ling.
nono, should be bing bang!
then mei damn funny, normally was just said "WHEN YOU BUY THE ICECREAM DE?"
then she go follow me said "bing qi ling"
so cheena.
damn funny larr.
roarr.
okay, maybe not funny.
but i was laughing like mad.
then yiting told me something that joe told her.
the story is like.
joe went to china, then there is a cousin of his.
and there is a goat.
somehow this cousin can get along with this goat very well.
they kept playing together.
but one night, they killed the goat and eat it ahs.
the cousin didnt know it.
the next morning, the cousin as usual wanted to find the goat and play.
but no matter how he find, the goat cant be seen.
so he went to find joe and asked where is the goat.
but he remain slient and didnt answer he.
so, his brother very bad, he go said "you forget de meh? the goat ytdy had already killed de what, now in your stomach already. ytdy still asked you nice or not? you still said very nice very nice"
the cousin stunned and stared in the blank.
then he went running round and round the field, crying and saying "maaaaaaaa, maaaaaa"
wah lauuuuuuuuuu.
i laugh like madddddddd!
damn funny lah.
omfggggggggg
so funny lar lar larrr.
now, i think i still go and eat dog's meat at china, i feel i very bad ler=(
luckily, i only take one bite.
omg omg.
feel so bad now=X
okay, calm down.
anyway, continue to mad with huang yiting.
reached home and eat.
mum very funny lorr.
i said, " i must watch "money not enough 2" this time !"
mum, "you know money not enough, you still want to watch?"
mei at the side, laugh like mad.
i was like ._.
mummy, "ah lin, you hur. when you eat those exp food, you never think that you work so hard, then you just spend away like this, not heartpain meh ?"
me, "i work so hard, that why i should spend those money and enjoy life mah" x)
mummy, *speechless*
HAHA.
and lots more.
mummy is humorous sometimes xD
oh well,
shall stop here.
update more tomorrow, even though i have tons of thing to say :D
i miss my friends alot alot alot :/
holiday please come faster!
BYES.
one more day..
pretend..
trying not to think anything..
been buried myself infornt of the computer the whole day.
watching online show continues for the whole day..
12hrs+
i dont want to think anything and smile.
but i really depressed.
he didnt message or called me for the whole day.
i really dont know why suddenly like that.
i been thinking hard, did i do anything wrong ?
it like out of the sudden.
he did msg me just now, but only a good night.
i damn sad =(
i didnt ask much.
i dont dare to ask what happening to him.
i just dont wish to know, i scared to see or heard the msg would be a bad ones.
just because i dont want to tears, i scared it will end.
i really tired, is it really difficult to make a relationship going on?
escaping from the reality, i really really dont want to know what happening.
choose to remain slient, choose not to ask anything, and replied "goodnight.."
i continued typing on "what happen to you le ?"
but i just delet away after writing..
pretend nothing is happening.
but i really very care about he, care about this relationship.
i even get worried, what happen to him that make him suddenly like that.
i want to treasure he, i tried my best in what i can do le.
but what i get is just nothing inthend..
prehaps i can get a answer soon.
i really hope so, hope he can tell me what going on.
sometimes, i do hope my intuition isnt so accurate.
is like so accurate and real can.
whatever i think or any things go through my mind.
IT WILL HAPPEN LOR=(
it like so so so so accurate.
it is fun sometimes luh, because whatever i think, then really happen.
but when come to some bad thing, really make me so sign. =(
e.g..
one week ago, feeling told me NO MATTER WHAT, THIS WEEKEND I WILL NOT MEET HIM SUCCESSFULLY.
no matter how he promised, how he asked me to trust him, i just feel that i cannot meet him.
and this will make it the fourth time he break promise.
i can even see the scenerio when the moment he said dont meet, will i be crying or will i too disappinted to just hack care anything. ?
okay, very stupid luhhhh.
but i dont know, it just come through my mind over and over =(
i trying hard to tell myself, we can meet de.
until sat, he said later meet what time and where.
i also feel that, we cant possible meet.
until i take my key and prepare to open the door.
he msg and said DONT MEET LER.
you know, how angry am i.
why this happen again?
i break down and cried so hard..
whatever.
i really hope he can tell me what going on, or what happening to he.
yes, i still love him, i do
love him alot alot alot.
but my love just dont seem to be appreciate.
:(
argh.
should i ask or wait ?
are we still together ?
did he still love me?
i feel everything is ending soon.
i really dont want this to happen=(
i seriously love him..
okok,
i shouldnt think so much ler.
dont think dont think.
slap myself.
let nature take it course.
nevermind, got good news ehh.
but i cant say.
roar.
someone XIN FU liao lor.
somemore, so cute and handsome sehhh.
cough cough.
didnt i said cannot say de.
oh whatever.
=/
i still so sad =(
why why why ?
dont care de luh.
try not to care anything.
dont think ler dont think ler.
gonna do my reflection now.
it 2.30am now.
havent even done my reflection yet.
i glad that from tomorrow onward.
CLASS WILL STARTING AT 3PM.
xD
happy happy.
can sleep late late ler (:
i found out that.
whenever my relationship was in the high point, yiting's will be in the low point.
then when i was in the low point, her's would be at the high point.
REALLY LORRRR.
EVERYTIME LIKE THAT.
ROARRRRRRRRRRRRR.
even yiting said so..
cant both of us together in the high point of relationship=/
ahhs, anyway
goodbyes!
been buried myself infornt of the computer the whole day.
watching online show continues for the whole day..
12hrs+
i dont want to think anything and smile.
but i really depressed.
he didnt message or called me for the whole day.
i really dont know why suddenly like that.
i been thinking hard, did i do anything wrong ?
it like out of the sudden.
he did msg me just now, but only a good night.
i damn sad =(
i didnt ask much.
i dont dare to ask what happening to him.
i just dont wish to know, i scared to see or heard the msg would be a bad ones.
just because i dont want to tears, i scared it will end.
i really tired, is it really difficult to make a relationship going on?
escaping from the reality, i really really dont want to know what happening.
choose to remain slient, choose not to ask anything, and replied "goodnight.."
i continued typing on "what happen to you le ?"
but i just delet away after writing..
pretend nothing is happening.
but i really very care about he, care about this relationship.
i even get worried, what happen to him that make him suddenly like that.
i want to treasure he, i tried my best in what i can do le.
but what i get is just nothing inthend..
prehaps i can get a answer soon.
i really hope so, hope he can tell me what going on.
sometimes, i do hope my intuition isnt so accurate.
is like so accurate and real can.
whatever i think or any things go through my mind.
IT WILL HAPPEN LOR=(
it like so so so so accurate.
it is fun sometimes luh, because whatever i think, then really happen.
but when come to some bad thing, really make me so sign. =(
e.g..
one week ago, feeling told me NO MATTER WHAT, THIS WEEKEND I WILL NOT MEET HIM SUCCESSFULLY.
no matter how he promised, how he asked me to trust him, i just feel that i cannot meet him.
and this will make it the fourth time he break promise.
i can even see the scenerio when the moment he said dont meet, will i be crying or will i too disappinted to just hack care anything. ?
okay, very stupid luhhhh.
but i dont know, it just come through my mind over and over =(
i trying hard to tell myself, we can meet de.
until sat, he said later meet what time and where.
i also feel that, we cant possible meet.
until i take my key and prepare to open the door.
he msg and said DONT MEET LER.
you know, how angry am i.
why this happen again?
i break down and cried so hard..
whatever.
i really hope he can tell me what going on, or what happening to he.
yes, i still love him, i do
love him alot alot alot.
but my love just dont seem to be appreciate.
:(
argh.
should i ask or wait ?
are we still together ?
did he still love me?
i feel everything is ending soon.
i really dont want this to happen=(
i seriously love him..
okok,
i shouldnt think so much ler.
dont think dont think.
slap myself.
let nature take it course.
nevermind, got good news ehh.
but i cant say.
roar.
someone XIN FU liao lor.
somemore, so cute and handsome sehhh.
cough cough.
didnt i said cannot say de.
oh whatever.
=/
i still so sad =(
why why why ?
dont care de luh.
try not to care anything.
dont think ler dont think ler.
gonna do my reflection now.
it 2.30am now.
havent even done my reflection yet.
i glad that from tomorrow onward.
CLASS WILL STARTING AT 3PM.
xD
happy happy.
can sleep late late ler (:
i found out that.
whenever my relationship was in the high point, yiting's will be in the low point.
then when i was in the low point, her's would be at the high point.
REALLY LORRRR.
EVERYTIME LIKE THAT.
ROARRRRRRRRRRRRR.
even yiting said so..
cant both of us together in the high point of relationship=/
ahhs, anyway
goodbyes!
Saturday, July 26, 2008
..
i've been crying and tearing for 5hrs..
nothing can describe how i feel now..
my heart just ache so much..
so foolish and dumb to wake up early in the morning, and stubbornly not to eat anything just because thought of having lunch with him, yet i get this type of thing again..
it not the first time, not the second time, not the third time..
but is the fourth time.
empty-promises..
told me to trust you.
okay, i trust you so much, that you just break promise like that.
i seriously dont know what you want can..
nothing can describe how i feel now..
my heart just ache so much..
so foolish and dumb to wake up early in the morning, and stubbornly not to eat anything just because thought of having lunch with him, yet i get this type of thing again..
it not the first time, not the second time, not the third time..
but is the fourth time.
empty-promises..
told me to trust you.
okay, i trust you so much, that you just break promise like that.
i seriously dont know what you want can..
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
o.o
so hm yah.
didnt went to work just now.
I SO SORRY=/
no choice noh.
i have consultation at 2.30pm.
but, when i reached school at 2.45pm.
to my surprise, i saw ryan, wenjun and joseph still sitting at there -.-
they suppose to have consultation at 2pm.
but going to 3pm sia, they still havent start yet -.-
oh ya, this morning boyfriend very cute lor.
kept calling me.
still can said "i called to disturb you only.", when he know i still sleeping
-.-
then he hang the phone by saying "i go disturb other people liao. bye!"
i was like duh -.-
why he so free de.
still msg me, asked me dont miss him too much.
LOL.
he so cute :D
oh anyway, i only get to consult at 4pm, when my work start at 5pm.
msg lany, saying i will reached there at 6pm.
but no replied.
then after consult, already going to 6 le
-.-
wahida very slow lor -.-
my english damn poor, alot of grammer mistake.
then she asked to go for english tution -o-
and email her what i had done every week.
eg, did i read newspaper, story books, movies or teebee.
wah lau eh -.-
if i never do so, she will give me more homework.
fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk.
i where got money and time to go for english tution.
please lor, and i dont want to do those she asked me to do siah.
damn naggy of her.
said what, i in MOI, must be good in english, so that i able to write scripts.
any kind souls can teach me english, especially grammer.
O.O
i make alot of grammer mistake.
=(
she asked how much i get for english.
i said C6.
she was like , C6 should be okay what.
then i replied, actually i always get F9 de, just that Olvl that day, i got C6.
she was like OMG, so stunned, and said lucky me.
ROARS.
i dont like english =((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((
because i suck in it.
roar.
nevermind.
then lany called, she said even i go down at 7pm+ also can.
i was like sian ji pua.
got alot of assignment to do lor=(
she said short of staff.
then okayy-.-
after everything.
went down to united square to help huangyiting dabao subway cookies and mac.
she so addicate in subway cookies.
so as a good sister, i went to buy for her.
the double chocolate taste great !
after buying, decided to walk home.
didnt like to carry so many thing on bus.
miss my boyfriend so much when i walk along that path =/
alot of memories with him :)
i reach home already 6.30pm lor, then i was so tired.
so unwilling to go down work.
what the point of working for 2hr+ only.
then waste of transport fares, times and energy.
then only earn $10+
somemore, i still got assignment to complete=(
msg the staffs asked them to help me check whether they need staff.
either of them didnt work or never replied -.-
msg lany again.
didnt replied.
roar.
then went to msg boyfriend.
roarrrrrrrrr, inthend, he scolded me-.-
he said i cannot like that one de, people will hate me
-o-
feeling like saying back, he last time also like that lor!
the manager only angry for awhile, then okay le.
they didnt even hate him.
at least i much better than boyfriend.
i still got inform and explain to them eh.
=X
hate this word is too heavy.
it was quite impossible to hate you, when you didnt turn up for work.
please lorrrr,
if it really the case, then they will be hating alot of people le.
the most only get dulan lorr.
i think they didnt short of staff lor.
just that they need extra staff to be there, because the schedule alrdy plan hao hao le.
suddenly, i told them if they need me, they can called me down.
they see got staff can work, surely asked them to come down lorrrrrrrr.
aw, anyway i dont know luh.
apologized to them.
then they said nevermind.
okay, i really sorry=/
hoped they wont nagged at me when i go down tomorrow=X
argued with boyfriend for awhile
diao, argue for this kind of thing -.-
then okay liaoooo.
shall stop here.
i heard that they said the next module is learn how to use photoshop.
O.O O.O O.O
really ?
BYES!
didnt went to work just now.
I SO SORRY=/
no choice noh.
i have consultation at 2.30pm.
but, when i reached school at 2.45pm.
to my surprise, i saw ryan, wenjun and joseph still sitting at there -.-
they suppose to have consultation at 2pm.
but going to 3pm sia, they still havent start yet -.-
oh ya, this morning boyfriend very cute lor.
kept calling me.
still can said "i called to disturb you only.", when he know i still sleeping
-.-
then he hang the phone by saying "i go disturb other people liao. bye!"
i was like duh -.-
why he so free de.
still msg me, asked me dont miss him too much.
LOL.
he so cute :D
oh anyway, i only get to consult at 4pm, when my work start at 5pm.
msg lany, saying i will reached there at 6pm.
but no replied.
then after consult, already going to 6 le
-.-
wahida very slow lor -.-
my english damn poor, alot of grammer mistake.
then she asked to go for english tution -o-
and email her what i had done every week.
eg, did i read newspaper, story books, movies or teebee.
wah lau eh -.-
if i never do so, she will give me more homework.
fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk.
i where got money and time to go for english tution.
please lor, and i dont want to do those she asked me to do siah.
damn naggy of her.
said what, i in MOI, must be good in english, so that i able to write scripts.
any kind souls can teach me english, especially grammer.
O.O
i make alot of grammer mistake.
=(
she asked how much i get for english.
i said C6.
she was like , C6 should be okay what.
then i replied, actually i always get F9 de, just that Olvl that day, i got C6.
she was like OMG, so stunned, and said lucky me.
ROARS.
i dont like english =((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((
because i suck in it.
roar.
nevermind.
then lany called, she said even i go down at 7pm+ also can.
i was like sian ji pua.
got alot of assignment to do lor=(
she said short of staff.
then okayy-.-
after everything.
went down to united square to help huangyiting dabao subway cookies and mac.
she so addicate in subway cookies.
so as a good sister, i went to buy for her.
the double chocolate taste great !
after buying, decided to walk home.
didnt like to carry so many thing on bus.
miss my boyfriend so much when i walk along that path =/
alot of memories with him :)
i reach home already 6.30pm lor, then i was so tired.
so unwilling to go down work.
what the point of working for 2hr+ only.
then waste of transport fares, times and energy.
then only earn $10+
somemore, i still got assignment to complete=(
msg the staffs asked them to help me check whether they need staff.
either of them didnt work or never replied -.-
msg lany again.
didnt replied.
roar.
then went to msg boyfriend.
roarrrrrrrrr, inthend, he scolded me-.-
he said i cannot like that one de, people will hate me
-o-
feeling like saying back, he last time also like that lor!
the manager only angry for awhile, then okay le.
they didnt even hate him.
at least i much better than boyfriend.
i still got inform and explain to them eh.
=X
hate this word is too heavy.
it was quite impossible to hate you, when you didnt turn up for work.
please lorrrr,
if it really the case, then they will be hating alot of people le.
the most only get dulan lorr.
i think they didnt short of staff lor.
just that they need extra staff to be there, because the schedule alrdy plan hao hao le.
suddenly, i told them if they need me, they can called me down.
they see got staff can work, surely asked them to come down lorrrrrrrr.
aw, anyway i dont know luh.
apologized to them.
then they said nevermind.
okay, i really sorry=/
hoped they wont nagged at me when i go down tomorrow=X
argued with boyfriend for awhile
diao, argue for this kind of thing -.-
then okay liaoooo.
shall stop here.
i heard that they said the next module is learn how to use photoshop.
O.O O.O O.O
really ?
BYES!
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
roar
delet the ranting part of previous post.
l0l, okay with boyfriend le.
so well, just delet away.
(:
whatever, he really angry when i said fuck the other day.
argue back, then everything is okay le (:
i didnt take fuck as a vulgarity, just as a normal english word.
and when i said this word, i dont mean anything at all.
compared to those harsh words, fuck is just nothing at all.
oh well, nevermind.
everything is okay. ((:
"still love your cool boyfriend anot ?"
HAHA
he so cute lorrrrrr.
he damn cool in the way that he is very "cold".
msg super shorttttttt like reply "ok.." only.
and and and alot of thing he did.
but still, i love him alot(:
okay, ytdy went to watch movie with huangyiting.
but before that, i end school at 9am+
went to school to watch a short film by a TP student final piece.
i think it a very niceeeeeeeeeeee and meaniful video.
"dont judge people by their cover"
kept thinking about my boyfriend while watching that film :D
after that, some stayed back for consultatiob.
then the rest left.
went to TM 's mac with some of my classmates.
order pan cakes.
quite regret after ordering -.-
didnt finish it.
have a good laugh during mac with them.
so humorous of them !
HAHA
after that, went over to acrade.
then walk around the TM for awhile.
and went of us went back home.
i went back to school to find my sister.
take same bus with ryan.
talk alot of ghost stories.
HAHAS.
anyway, WASTE MY MONEY GOING BACK SCHOOL LOR -.-
dex didnt wake up, and mei going to meet A after our movies.
so she want go TM.
$#!@!
didnt said early.
slack outside the library for awhile.
saw chiw foong, and return her the chalet money.
OPP, so long alrdy =X
then make our way to TM
-.-
$$
mei want to eat subway, but cant find noh.
so went to pizza hut for lunch :D
order dessert only.
i want curry zazzleeeeee, but too bad.
i damn full.
oh well, after that went to buy tickets for red cliff.
didnt want to watch, as i surely will be doze off as i was very very very de sleepy.
but huangyiting, 6pm+ then can meet A.
and she want me to accompany her
-.-
since there isnt anything to spend our time, so we just watched.
I PREFER TO WATCH MOVIE AT CATHAY LOR.
=X
and of course, i kept dozing off while watching.
but still, i think the movie was very nice and had a sense of humorous, and the scene was very WOW :D
still got part 2 -.-
after that, slack around.
and went to famous amos.
spend alot of money that day.
huangyiting dont let me go home lorrrrr.
so pathetic of me=X
went to terminal and wait.
so tireddddd. see so many bus went off.
TT
i want go home lor lor lor.
urber tired and sleepy can =(
thenthen, 7.15pm liao.
mei suddenly want to go off, as her movie starting at 7.20pm.
SO BAD OF HER RIGHT.
DIDNT ACCOMPANY TO WAIT FOR BUS= (
i should left earlier lor.
hmph.
pang seh me.
sian ji pua
take 1hr to reach home.
that why, dont like to take 23 home.
so far -.-
:D
and now, i just come back from school.
go school for 15MINS OF CONSULTATION.
and can go home liaooo.
-.-
waste time, money, my sleep.
=(
later gonna write a composition.
then tomorrow go for another 15mins of consultaion at 2.30pm.
then THIS MODULE IS END !
and that mean, no more slacking anymore.
the next module is DM FUN.
no idea what that about.
but hopefully, it not stress yea (:
shall stop here.
:D
everyone, still sleeping now which is 1pm+ liaooo.
hungry eh.
-o-
l0l, okay with boyfriend le.
so well, just delet away.
(:
whatever, he really angry when i said fuck the other day.
argue back, then everything is okay le (:
i didnt take fuck as a vulgarity, just as a normal english word.
and when i said this word, i dont mean anything at all.
compared to those harsh words, fuck is just nothing at all.
oh well, nevermind.
everything is okay. ((:
"still love your cool boyfriend anot ?"
HAHA
he so cute lorrrrrr.
he damn cool in the way that he is very "cold".
msg super shorttttttt like reply "ok.." only.
and and and alot of thing he did.
but still, i love him alot(:
okay, ytdy went to watch movie with huangyiting.
but before that, i end school at 9am+
went to school to watch a short film by a TP student final piece.
i think it a very niceeeeeeeeeeee and meaniful video.
"dont judge people by their cover"
kept thinking about my boyfriend while watching that film :D
after that, some stayed back for consultatiob.
then the rest left.
went to TM 's mac with some of my classmates.
order pan cakes.
quite regret after ordering -.-
didnt finish it.
have a good laugh during mac with them.
so humorous of them !
HAHA
after that, went over to acrade.
then walk around the TM for awhile.
and went of us went back home.
i went back to school to find my sister.
take same bus with ryan.
talk alot of ghost stories.
HAHAS.
anyway, WASTE MY MONEY GOING BACK SCHOOL LOR -.-
dex didnt wake up, and mei going to meet A after our movies.
so she want go TM.
$#!@!
didnt said early.
slack outside the library for awhile.
saw chiw foong, and return her the chalet money.
OPP, so long alrdy =X
then make our way to TM
-.-
$$
mei want to eat subway, but cant find noh.
so went to pizza hut for lunch :D
order dessert only.
i want curry zazzleeeeee, but too bad.
i damn full.
oh well, after that went to buy tickets for red cliff.
didnt want to watch, as i surely will be doze off as i was very very very de sleepy.
but huangyiting, 6pm+ then can meet A.
and she want me to accompany her
-.-
since there isnt anything to spend our time, so we just watched.
I PREFER TO WATCH MOVIE AT CATHAY LOR.
=X
and of course, i kept dozing off while watching.
but still, i think the movie was very nice and had a sense of humorous, and the scene was very WOW :D
still got part 2 -.-
after that, slack around.
and went to famous amos.
spend alot of money that day.
huangyiting dont let me go home lorrrrr.
so pathetic of me=X
went to terminal and wait.
so tireddddd. see so many bus went off.
TT
i want go home lor lor lor.
urber tired and sleepy can =(
thenthen, 7.15pm liao.
mei suddenly want to go off, as her movie starting at 7.20pm.
SO BAD OF HER RIGHT.
DIDNT ACCOMPANY TO WAIT FOR BUS= (
i should left earlier lor.
hmph.
pang seh me.
sian ji pua
take 1hr to reach home.
that why, dont like to take 23 home.
so far -.-
:D
and now, i just come back from school.
go school for 15MINS OF CONSULTATION.
and can go home liaooo.
-.-
waste time, money, my sleep.
=(
later gonna write a composition.
then tomorrow go for another 15mins of consultaion at 2.30pm.
then THIS MODULE IS END !
and that mean, no more slacking anymore.
the next module is DM FUN.
no idea what that about.
but hopefully, it not stress yea (:
shall stop here.
:D
everyone, still sleeping now which is 1pm+ liaooo.
hungry eh.
-o-
Monday, July 21, 2008
arghh
so well, just now went to preview lounge to accompany my sister.
because SHE VERY SCARED.
as recently there is alot of ghost stories speading among the staffs and managers.
the krins really diao lehhhhhhh.
go said so many thing to mei, make until she very scared.
very scary lehhhh.
then while accompany mei, our hair kept standing eh.
very eerie eh.
okay lah, if couples go preview lounge there, sure feel very romantic eh.
but i think if you heard those stories, you wont feel any ROMANTIC LIAO.
super eerie,
then the LCD screen more scary,
kept turning off when we try to open again and again.
okay, that teebee is spolit already luh.
but still very ewww.
i told jason i want to transfer to F&B leh.
because i dont like to sit at there all day long.
i prefer to move around (:
but now a little bit regret siah.
box office also got stories one de.
hen scary siah -.-
okok, dont think too much!
thenthen just now i saw boyfriend's da sao.
so concidence!
talk abit then she went back movie le.
yawnn I HAVENT STARTED ON MY FINAL ASSIGNMENT SIAH.
die die die.
i really dont have any idea what is good over evil in the end.
somemore the story i choose, i totally dont know how to change to became good over evil in the end.
and i havent send my assignment 1 in the class forums because i didnt save, and i alrdy forgot most of it leh.
how to write siah -.-
well well.
and more surprise eh.
ANDREAS IS BACK LIKE FINALLY.
i thought he mia or what happen.
LOL.
okay chey, he lost his phone that why -.-
and now he is at japan again.
my chocolate lehhhhhhhhhhh. =/
my best chat-mate eh.!
hey hey, moive moive.
LOL.
and kenyih still own me movie!
HAHA.
and huangyiting you still own kenyih's dinner.
HAHA
he getting for you sooooooon,
xD
eh.
feel like getting myself DS, instead of psp.
DS is like very cute lorrrrr and interesting!
hahas.
jennifer lend it to me, and i was like so addicated to it!
LOL.
maybe watching movie with mei and dex tomorrow!
red cliff (: (:
oh my, so late now.
tomorrow still got school
shall go sleep soooon :D
goodnight!
and hope boyfriend wont be angry anymore when he wake up tomorrow :)
give you a kiss, dont angry hao bu hao :/
you are always my sweet and cool boyfriend (:
because SHE VERY SCARED.
as recently there is alot of ghost stories speading among the staffs and managers.
the krins really diao lehhhhhhh.
go said so many thing to mei, make until she very scared.
very scary lehhhh.
then while accompany mei, our hair kept standing eh.
very eerie eh.
okay lah, if couples go preview lounge there, sure feel very romantic eh.
but i think if you heard those stories, you wont feel any ROMANTIC LIAO.
super eerie,
then the LCD screen more scary,
kept turning off when we try to open again and again.
okay, that teebee is spolit already luh.
but still very ewww.
i told jason i want to transfer to F&B leh.
because i dont like to sit at there all day long.
i prefer to move around (:
but now a little bit regret siah.
box office also got stories one de.
hen scary siah -.-
okok, dont think too much!
thenthen just now i saw boyfriend's da sao.
so concidence!
talk abit then she went back movie le.
yawnn I HAVENT STARTED ON MY FINAL ASSIGNMENT SIAH.
die die die.
i really dont have any idea what is good over evil in the end.
somemore the story i choose, i totally dont know how to change to became good over evil in the end.
and i havent send my assignment 1 in the class forums because i didnt save, and i alrdy forgot most of it leh.
how to write siah -.-
well well.
and more surprise eh.
ANDREAS IS BACK LIKE FINALLY.
i thought he mia or what happen.
LOL.
okay chey, he lost his phone that why -.-
and now he is at japan again.
my chocolate lehhhhhhhhhhh. =/
my best chat-mate eh.!
hey hey, moive moive.
LOL.
and kenyih still own me movie!
HAHA.
and huangyiting you still own kenyih's dinner.
HAHA
he getting for you sooooooon,
xD
eh.
feel like getting myself DS, instead of psp.
DS is like very cute lorrrrr and interesting!
hahas.
jennifer lend it to me, and i was like so addicated to it!
LOL.
maybe watching movie with mei and dex tomorrow!
red cliff (: (:
oh my, so late now.
tomorrow still got school
shall go sleep soooon :D
goodnight!
and hope boyfriend wont be angry anymore when he wake up tomorrow :)
give you a kiss, dont angry hao bu hao :/
you are always my sweet and cool boyfriend (:
Saturday, July 19, 2008
disappointment
.. utterly disappointed..
i cant helped but tears just rolled down..
i dont know how many more times can i say nevermind.
i scared i will get tired or whatever.
next week.. i hope you will do what you had said.
i dont want any disappointment again.
another one week..
i cant helped but tears just rolled down..
i dont know how many more times can i say nevermind.
i scared i will get tired or whatever.
next week.. i hope you will do what you had said.
i dont want any disappointment again.
another one week..
Monday, July 14, 2008
photos :D
i take years to upload these photos.
-.-
actually was uploading at home leh.
but its take 1 hr to upload 1 set of photos succesfullyyy.
like wth.
thenthen, it worst when i tried to upload on third day.
5hrs leaving at there, it didnt even complete -.-
i gave up.
NOW, currently i at school with my dear sister.
she editing those photos, so she asked me to accompany her and helped her, but inthend i down here using com.
then i decided trying apple(?) computer to upload, as mei got bring the memory card.
AND IT UPLOAD IN LESS THAN 5MINS :D :D :D
how great.
but i take away quite a number of photo which i decided to upload.
that's some photo that mei take for her photography class.
but teacher only accept four, as it didn't show the theme of "sister"
and WHAT THE FUCK.
teacher said until PORN STAR.
_|_
give him few tight slap please.
isn't he too over.
he must be seeing those photo with dirty minded i think.
tsk tsk.
luckily, my photography lecture is not he.
so glad (:
so go retake with huang yiting inside the photo.
tired tired.
went to playground and viock deck to take photo.
before that, went to compass point with mei to accompany her to see dentist, and of cox mum was there with us (:
chey, mei's teeth alway bleed is because of dirty and got infection.
seeeee, must like me mah, spent 15mins to brush teeth :D
HAHA
strongly encourage huangyiting to put on braces.
think about it, you will have pretty and straight teeth in two years time.
is like worth it for going through the pain and money or whatever.
right? my dear sister :D
HAAS
so yah, going out with mum was cool.
eating non-stop, as mum spent most of it :D :D
and well, tell you my greatest flaw !
is that i don't know how to walk properly.
-.-
okay, kidding, i don't think that my greatest flaw.
anyway, don't have the ideal how the hell i walk noh.
i change my slippers or heels almost every week.
fuckkkk.
waste of money.
but i have no choice.. =X
never mind, like that can try different type of heels and slippers :D
HAAS.
anyway, her lecture accept four.
oh well, third day, which is ytdy.
take again, of us washing plates, drinking, preparing food, doing hw and watching teebee together.
-.-
but these time round, mei get to choose herself :)
oh well.
a lot of my uglam photoooooooooooooos
-.-
i love some of the angle.
but more to improve.
must practicing more on photography.
teehees (:
anyway, later going down to cine cathay for staff meeting :/
feel like quiting job=X
don't know why..
not really happy while working.
nevermind nevermind.
i guess is because i mood swing or whatever shitttt.
shall continue for the stake of MONEY.
GREAT, tomorrow there is no school
have been coming to school for movies.
slack! enjoy!
but i haven't even started my final assignment.
don't know how to start sia.
-o-
okay, getting boredddd
BYES PEOPLE.
miss my boyfriend so much.
it been two week i meet him.
O.o
yiting said he NS mechiam like chalet.
everytime he msg me, will be like "dear, i go sleep for awhile le"
LOL.
everytime de.
or else will be "dear, i doing area cleaning now"
HAHA.
he still got training all those luh.
but seem like so little.
darling very hardworking sia, book out le still want go running all thoseeee.
cough cough.
someone want fit fit worrrrrr.
understand understand :D
okay, seriously miss him.
don't make trouble inside HOR.
cough cough **
did i say byes.
okay, shall end here :)
i feel like i changing.
=(
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