letting it go.

I SO HAPPY xD xD
BECAUSE I SAW LIM TING HUI TODAY!

OMG OMG OMG OMG.
happy luhhhhs.
we hugs and jump each other xD
so excitedddd.
miss her so muchh xDD

so well.
went to joseph's house at 12nn+
ryan forget to bring something, then he had to go back home again.
so went there myself first, and wenjun pick me up.

so was staying up at his house playing the i-dont-know-what-that-called.
guitar thingy.

at first, joseph and wenjun was playing.
then the rest of the time, i was competeting with ryan!
haas.
fun-ness

then around 2pm, make our way back to school.
have lunch at design canteen :D
black pepper beefffffff

then the rest of my group was doing the dicussion.

after eating, went back to classroom.
photoshop learning.

very sad to say, i totally dont understand what the lecture was talking about.
omg=(

kept asking peiwen for help xD

i want to redo eh.
but i think i very lazy to redo, and i havent install the photoshop yet.

then blah, the class end at 5pm+

my classmate was watching some ghost video.
but i cant see anything at all.
-o-
better cant see .

well, after that left the school.
while waiting for the bus.

i heard someone called me.
to my surprise, i turned around and saw tinghui.

xDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

jitao run to her, and hug her
xD

you know, so happy lar.
this is my first time in school, i saw her xD

hope to see yvonne like real soon can.
miss her so muchhhhhhhhhhhhh.
i want to see her, then hughug with her lar.
yvonne i want hug you xD

then chitchatting with tinghui.
jio-ing us to sentosa on this sat.

xD

and i hope qing will be going too lahhhhhhh.
miss her seriously.
qing is so busy now=(
roar.

really really hope, four of us are able to gather again.
i miss the days so muchhh.
corn and aden kor too.

i miss the times, we always went out on sunday.
those fun and outing were like so memorable (:

i miss the times when me, mei, ting and qing alway dine at restuarant.
MOF, newyork new york, fish&co, cafe cartle,..

i think the very last gather, for 5 of us is at fish&co that day.
still rmb the neoprint ?
those fun and laughter (:

although something happen.
but still i wont forget those days (:

corn went to re-service, aden already married.
corn dont forget, you own me and ting A BIG MEAL.
TEPPANYAKI.
DONT FORGET HOR.
roarrrr.

will wait for you de
muaheehees x)

and those days with qing at airport, fish&co at novena, basketball court that night.
going each other house, and our old place.
(:

still rmb the promise we make last time.
every two weeks must meet 1 time.
we thought we able to do it, but we failed.

but still, meet up soon okay.
this saturday, sentosa trip (:

not forgeting, i miss jiani alottttttttttttttttttttttttt (:
meet up soon hor xD
loveeee (:

oh well.
memories should be keep in the heart (:

oh.
i break up with alvin liao.

no tears, no crying, no saddness at all.
i still can smile.
because no feeling le, numb le.
after the crying on sat, i think i had already give up everything le.
i dont want give up de, i really dont want to let it go again.
i want this relationship to last..
but really no point anymore.
no point pining on it, when there is no feeling anymore, when he dont ever treasure me.
i see no future of us.
i treasure him, and i want to.
but no chance is given.
i already try my best to be a good girlfriend ler.
he alway so cold, thing will just get tired after sometimes.
so well, forget it ler. i think it the best to break up, and move on.
empty promises.
all the thing he promise when he wanne me be his girlfriend.
all the sweetness, thing will just change when we are together.
really change..
so i think i just let it go.
i didnt regret to be his gf afterall, because this is what i choose in the first place.
he is kind of special to me in some way.
he can be real sweet at times..
but no more feeling ler.
i think i will fade away very soon.

i knew we will break de.
you dont msg me okay.
then i msg you, and end everything.
feel like ending everything asap, even i dont wish to.
contradict hur.
but really very dumb lor, we knew that we are breaking soon ler.
why dont msg and say?
if not, is this going to drag?
oh please. no way.
i wont go and wait for a impossible relationship.
if i dont msg him, then when can i know the answer ?
msg him just now, he still dont feel like answering me.
but still, he give me a answer after that.
(:
i feel relieved.
maybe ALITTLE BITTTTTTTTTTT of saddness.
but i fine later on.

nevermind, got stead mechiam no stead like that.
even we break le, i still feel the same.
but still, i was once bless with him
thanks for the two months plus you give me.
although we didnt have much memories.
but still all those bit and pieces thing you done for me, and the two months memories we have, i will alway kept in my heart de :)

jiayou in your army.
take care (: