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i've been crying and tearing for 5hrs..

nothing can describe how i feel now..
my heart just ache so much..

so foolish and dumb to wake up early in the morning, and stubbornly not to eat anything just because thought of having lunch with him, yet i get this type of thing again..

it not the first time, not the second time, not the third time..
but is the fourth time.

empty-promises..
told me to trust you.
okay, i trust you so much, that you just break promise like that.

i seriously dont know what you want can..