sign

so.
after the conver.
me and him became friend le..
no use for me to said anything .
the more i said, the more thing get worst..
since like this make him happy..
i have to agree not to said patch back anymore le.
anyway, since the starting..
even something that i not happy..i also no choice to say no.

if there is no more patching back with him lehs. and if it is possible.
i don wish to go in another relationship anymore lehs, until i am bigger next time ba?.
what the point when i get hurt and pain in the end..?
although during the times is so sweet.
but i really tired to cry everynight le..
going into my blanket.
(just like i alway do in relationship)
thinking back.
i found that he never once lend me his shoulder.
cos he hate me crying.
i have no choice but to cried sliently..
sometimes, you hurt me sliently, but just that i didnt told you.
telling you that only make you angry.
so might well i keep it in my heart..

i tried to be strong.
but i cant.
the hurt and pain is just too much for me to take le.
i put so much effort and loves in this relationship.
what i get back....?
sometimes really feel like sliting my wrist.
but i cant.
it would be troublsome later on to hide from the sight of family.
cannot wear long sleeves just like in china....................
lols..
hai.
forget it thennn.

fine.
it 2008 now.
a brand new year .
i have no choice but to accept the fact.
no more point for me to stay at the same spot.
i have to move on.
life just have to be continue no matter what.
just smile:) and move on.
but scar will be there forever.
i have to stop crying le.
let time heal my pain.
(did it really does?)
i donoe.
so from now onward.
i just treat you as my friend:)
i hope we will stay in contact as a friend.
is it alright for you ?.
after having conver with you.
99% told me that i have no chance anymore.
knowing that, from the starting of times.
you lie me.
not lie me once.
but lie me throughout the times.
i hurt.
really hurt.
which word of your is ture?.
maybe staying as friend with you will be better.
at least you wont lie me..
i glad that during the conver, we still able to joke around..
i just have to laugh laugh, pretending nothing happen.
and i found that i have no right to say anything.
you alway thinks that you are correct.
*laughs*
fine.
then i dont said anything loo.

one sentence.
I HATE PPLE LIE ME.
so please dont.

you told me to hate you, to angry with you.
i wont de.
so what if i hate you, angry with you?
i just make my life more miserable.
there is no anger, no hatred in my heart, but only hurt.
aiya.
forget it=__=

anywayyyyyy, congrat you for getting 4point G.P.A
congrat you for having great improve in singing.
continued to work hard and jiayouuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuus.
i hope you success down your road.
hard work will shown you great success.

i glad i still got my girlfriends :DDDD
thankks them alots:D
they are just simply so sweet to me
cheers ^^
muackkkks muackkks :D
and thanks pple for cheering me up.
thanks junlun the words you said to me.
i will rmb de:)

staying as friends still the best lahhs.
years down the road, the friendship still the same without change.
let me see,
ten years of friendship with yvonne and tinghui:D
clappppps XD
but donoe yaqing counted anot.
although know her since pri one,
butbut, became best friend from sec4 :D
but i love her toooooos :D

anyway, from now onward.
i have to give up bit by bit.
i really don want to come to the end.
really don wannnnnnnnnnnnnt.
but i have no choice lers.
hope that my feeling will fade away asap.
but it would be super difficult ba....


hurts on the hand will be just a few seconds pain, and will be gone forever.
but hurt in the heart will forever pain....