YES YES YES FINALLY THIS MODULE IS END!
HAHA

no more painting.
weeeeeeee :D

rushed my final assignment very last minutes, i dont know why but i think overall is not nice.
i think can be done much more better if we given enough time.

ronald damn cb i tell you, after everything and he gave us brief.
he said, "sorry for leaving your alone"

then said what want us to learn ourself and whatever, NEVER EVEN TEACHED US HOW DO EXPECT US TO LEARN ANYTHING.

then he mark us according to how much we have used the skill to do our final assignment, not by the artistic or whatever.
but he said he quite surprised because our standard came out to be above his expectation.
HAHA

really lo, 3/4 of my classmates paint damn good lo.
especially ubin, farzal, cheryl, ryan, and a girl forgot her name le.
REALLY MAKE YOU GO WOW WOW WOW.

somemore i go placed my work beside ubin hor, then i was looking at ubin's painting for very long, then when i move on to the next which was mine, the feeling really totally go down.
-.-
kns.

okay whatever, everything is ended.
HAHA DAMN HAPPY.

suddenly i felt damn relax, these few days were so tense and stress.
weekend can rest rest rest

and next block will be, MOI project 1 for two months
okay that a lot, imagine seeing wahidah for two months.
gosh :/
12nn-3pm :D

haha no more dress code.
wee wee wee.



okay i very pissed off now.
whatever is it, im very sick of seeing attitude.
come back home shout and shout, then later another one gave me attitude out of sudden.
oh my goodness.


okay, tmr i want stay at home.
:D



okay i going to sleep le.
goodnight people.



dont ask me,
why i dont want to delet all the msg
why i dont want to change his name back
why i dont want to delet away the photos
why i dont want to remove the photo in my wallet
why i dont want to login friendster and clear whatever it not at there anymore
why i dont want to remove the boyfriend column in my blog

because i dont know why too.

killing painting

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CAIYUN!



still got tons of photos at layyen's blog! im lazy to copy so yes
all of us went mad after painting for hours!


ok i still got no time to update the renioun dinner and esplanade trip
i guess tomorrow kay.

this three days are killing me seriously :(
damn sick of it la, wake up early go school and painting all the way to 11pm.
killed me please, damn tired of it.

i have not been sleeping on my bed for 2 nights!

tues night, ly, kl, alina and mh came my house to ton :D :D :D :D
had fun and have mj :D
i dont know why mummy will let lo, and daddy didnt even said anything :D
HAHA'
pull two mattress on my floor
nice nice :D

finish up my abstract painting and we slept at 6.30am and i wake up at 9am
hardcore i wanna die le.
huang yiting hit me when i trying to wake her up at 10.30pm

kl keep on throwing my round pig down.
i want kill him roar.

mh and kl throw things at mei to wake her up.
LOL

and whoever went up to my bed sure will knock their head to the celling .HAHAHAHA

me, alina, mei slept on the floor
:)


oh ya before the day me, mei and alina watched love matters
DAMN FUNNY LO, although the show is not in expectation, as in not what i think the story will be in this way, but really was laughing like mad :D
haha

cathay had new stuffs, eh what mini mini three.
LOL, talk to jelly and she said no customers le lo, all go mini bar buy.
coffee bar got new fridge and new LCD. eh okay
i guess too long never go down and a lot of new staffs.

i felt sad whenever i go cathay.
:/




so well
huang yiting shouted at me during painting
"HE DONT LOVE YOU LE LA!"


i was like.
"... like that say, like nobody love me.."

roar, she shouted very loud in the class.
roar you.

me and shuhui together on 28.1.09
:D :D :D
ly said to be my les partner, and kl stared at her.
HAHA DAMN FUNNY LO



okay i going mad le.
ytdy went alina house to overnight.
i very lazy to go home :D
i dont know why mummy suddenly let me ton outside whenever i want.

slept for 10 hours straight.
nice, wanted to wake up at 9am de, but all of us cant wake up.
so yes end up waking up at 11.30am.


okay i didnt complete my painting, luckily ronald extend the dateline to fri 6pm.
and i havent paint finish my hand and blood.
i want kill myself.
how, i left with tomorrow de la :(

i got myself alot of cut here and there.
because i use glass to put my painting, and my glass keep on drop to the floor lo :(
so ya.





i got his smell today
:/


i miss him seriously.



:(



should i move on?



i want, but i dont bear to let go.





is everything really ended?


am i still lying and hiding myself from reality?


i need time, seriously..

cny

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR PEOPLE.

okay i very lazy, wanted to update ytdy renioun dinner and today esplanade trip.
but soon okayxzxzzzz.
i damn tired now :((

i very mood swing now,
i can be damn high and laugh like no one business, but the next moment i gave attitude and shout around.

i very depressed now :(
just now in the car i laugh like mad, but actually inside my heart i crying out loud.
i just cant stop thinking about him.
and suddenly i cant accept that he actually left me already.

i dont know how to accept
i dont know how to accept
i dont know how to accept



today tv was playing some old songs.
i thought of him again.

:(



i think mother know that we break up.

but still mother keep on asking me to break up .

i feel like shouting to her
"WE ALREADY BERAK UP LE LA, YOU HAPPY OR NOT"



i really really very sad.


mummy asked me to make a wish at wishing well.
i gave up, and gave the coin to mother.
i dont think it will come true.



i dreaming of him everytime i slept ever since we break up.
be it taking a noon nap, or sleeping at night, or close my eyes for a few minutes to sleep.
i will be dreaming about him.

i dream the situation of we breaking up.
it's so heartpain.
i hate this i hate this i hate this.



I REALLY CANT ACCEPT.
im a loser.


i really want to forget him.

i wish i wish i wish
i wish i will forget him.



the saddest sentence in the msg was "your mother hate me so much"
this sentence make me cry so much.



*edited*
went back the old post to see all the memories we went through.
damn hurt now, i cant believed everything is over already :(

i very stupid.

3rd times and it still hurting.

it's the fucking 3rd time you break up with me.
why history had to repeat again.

no matter how hard i tried to maintence this relationship, it still happened again.
frankly speaking, i tired already, 2months ago i know you dont love me or maybe you dont love that much.
the day when you book in and the very first time you didnt called me before going to sleep.
i felt thing changed.
the week that you said you wont be meeting me when you went to work, i felt thing had changed.
and this happen about two months ago.

i dont have the courage to ask you, if it was in the past, i would had msg you and asked why you being so cold to me.
i sick of seeing the same msg again replying that you are stress and asked not to ask you the question.
i really dont want to stress you so i rather not to say anything.

you stopped calling me everyday.
i knew thing changed.
maybe you are busy, nevermind.

but it started to get obivous.

then sometimes when i dont msg you, you even care to msg me back.
many of the times, i wanted to be stubborn and stopped msg you.
but end up i got soft hearted and continued sending you morning and night msg.
dec 10th that day, i went filming with my group mates, i tried not to msg you that night
but next day you called me up, i really damn happy, i thought thing could still remained the same.
when i went re-filming again, you msg and cheer me up, with i love you.
i thought overall it would be alright.

then 13th and 14th.
i realised something, i felt that i not even important in your heart.
you dont seem to care me like how you care me before.
maybe earlier in the day thing still alright.

but later on, im feel so empty.
you want sleep, okay i let you sleep.
you told me, i let you go sleep, at night you will wake up and accompany me.
okay i agree, but it didnt happened.
i just want you to wake up and watch sun rise with me.
why is it so difficult? i just want to use 2 hours of your sleeping time to accompany me.
i felt so hurt, i went out and fucking cried.
then i went in, and asked you again whether you want to watch sunrise with me or not.

you gave attitude, you know it like so hurt.
i feel like forget it man, if you want sleep just let you sleep.

you keep on ranting, so early for what, the sun havent even come out yet.
the problem is not wheather the sun come out or not le, i just want you to accompany me.
i just feel like seeing the sky turning dark to bright.

we remained silent, actually in my mind there tons of things to say.
but i dont know what to say, i felt so hurt.

i wanted to talk to you, i wanted to ask you about our relationship.
but i think forget it, okay it start raining and actually i felt glad.

we missed the breakfast. we missed everything.
the biggest problem between us was that two of us cant get along.
if your friends were not around, we really can remain silently for idk how many hours.

we passed by the singapore flyer, i dont dare to look into your face.
i dont want to see anything i dont wish to see.

inside my heart im struggling.
i went back to yiling's house and cried.
i rant to yiting, i hide away my tears.


between this two months, i cried in my bed for countless of times.
because i felt everything will end soon, i felt so insecure.
i look back the msg, i cried.

number of times i really want to call and asked you "ACTUALLY YOU STILL LOVE ME OR NOT?
that day when i went to jade's birthday chalet, the moment i saw your friend, xiaolong. I GOT THE URGE TO WENT UP TO HIM AND ASKED WHETHER ALVIN STILL LOVE ME OR NOT.
i know it so stupid to do this, but the feeling of hanging in the end is SUCK.
i wanted to know the truth, but on other hand i dont wish to know anything.
number of times i wanted to drunk myself, and maybe i will had the guts to msg you and asked you.

why you can said, swear, promised and told me so much, ending up you cant feel the love in me.
why how much you asked me to trust you end up you break my trust.
you know i really really really really want to last long, and be with you only.
i want you to be last boy, i dont like to change bf.
i only want to be the only one i really love and always together.
when i said i love you, i REALLY MEAN IT.
why you told me no matter how hard the suitation we are in, we must struggle through together.
we still failed to do so.

I REALLY DONT KNOW WHY, I DONT UNDERSTAND.
WHY YOU SAID YOU LOVE ME SO MUCH, AND THE NEXT MOMENT, YOU DONT LOVE ME ANYMORE.

i so dumb, im stupid, i dont know to accept the reality.

i dont regret everything, because this is what i choose.
i choose to go back to you.


but it's the fate, the fate that we can only sweet for one month.
and everything change again.
yes we got no topic to talk about, but inthe first place, did you ever want to talk to me about your everything.

seriously i dont understand you at all, neither do you understand me.
because we dont sit down and have heart to heart talk.

i felt so unnature with you, maybe when you love me deep, everything can be so nature.
but when the last meet up, i felt so unnature.
it so not me.

i tried to change, i do my best to change to what you want.
but it was wrong, relationship shouldnt be work up this way.
i dont mind changing for the guy that i love.

but what the point of changing and doing so much when you still have to break up with me.
maybe im not a good gf afterall. because i dont know how to make our relationship stay sweet, i dont ever tried to commuciate to you because i dont have the courage.
i felt stress when i with you.
i dont know why you had to so fierce to me, when i just being careless and blur.

that me, that my character.
im a girl, who do said vulgarities, im a girl who are fucking careless and will make a lot of mistake.
im a girl who are talketive, who are very violent, who laugh and talk loud.
because i love you, i tried to change away.
i mean it okay i doing for a person i love. everything is worth it.
i changed not to say vulgarities when i with you, but the only vulgarities i said is fuck and cb.
i dont understand sometimes, eh forget it.
when i said fuck it is meaningless, when i said cb is just for venting out anger.
and that all.

why you can love me so much for my character, yet you dont love me suddenly.
you said i treat you damn good and it's over limited, but you still can fade away.
previosuly also the same. i not a good gf, break up, being good gf also break up.
THEN WHAT YOU WANT ME TO TO? cb.

I CAN SAID THAT, NO MATTER WHAT, SEC 4 THAT YEAR IS MY HAPPIEST MOMENT IN MY LIFE.


i dont understand why guys can fade so fast.
the love is already there, why the hell will the love gone.
love mean love, it wont go away, if it do so, you dont really love me.
i really dont know what i done to make your love not there anymore.
you love a person, mean you really love with all your heart, why will it went away.
it's there mean there, why you cant feel the love any more.
maybe im just not that girl that you love long.
i dont belong to your world, we are totally diferent type of person in different world.
i try to blend in you, but things dont work well.
many of times, i dont know what you are doing.

SERIOUSLY I REALLY DONT UNDERSTAND YOU AT ALL.
BUT I DONT KNOW WHY I STILL LOVE YOU SO MUCH.

i dont mind of going down to batok to find you
i dont mind when we cant go dating
i dont mind that you cant accompany me that much.
IT WAST BECAUSE I LOVE YOU.


you are not a bad bf seriously, maybe is because you dont love me.
when we lovely dovey for that one month, seriously you are damn good to me.
you care me so much and i felt so love by you.


but thing still turned up the same, for this freaking three times.
the reason is all the same.

for the first two times, i know that you cant forget your ex. okay nevermind.
i dont want to ask.
i waited for you, the feeling is so suck, and hurt.
third time you come back, i felt you are serious for me.
im got so much confidence and trust in you.. but then i started to suspect..
as time goes by, every sentence you said i sense something.
i really doubt everything.

when you said to ah dua at our last meeting, "i became cooler and cooler le."
"i wont cry anymore le la"

at that spot, i almost cried.
i dont know, really.
it there any meaning in what you said.
forget it i dont want to think.


my mum doesnt hate you, 1month ago she already started to accept you.
but i got no chance to tell you because i felt there's no point.
three days ago, my mother asked me where is my bf, is it he busy or what. why we didnt meet. what is he doing now.
i totally dont know how to reply her and i just reply idk and closed my door.

this two month i tried to believe that you are busy, i know im a fool trying to deceive myself.
inside my heart i knew everything.

your msg was like "ok.." for every msg you send me.
it damn fucking obvious can.
every msg was like a knife stabbing through my heart.
im struggling so hard, i act like there nothing happened.

number of times i wanted to ask you actually you still love me or not but i step backward.
i know you wont cared me anymore, even if i die you might still replied okay.
not i want to think this way, but the feeling you gave me.. the feeling were damn hurt.

this two months were like a slow process of making me numb.
my heart went numb, thought deep inside im really so hurt.
i dont know how to cry anymore, yet inside is crying out loud.
im so scared of losing you.
i hate the feeling of you bringing me up high and letting me go.
i dont know how to react.
i hate the feeling when the string is snapped, everything is so empty.
i hate this process of getting over, i hate the process of trying hard to forget someone.

i dont like to move on, because i still love you.
but i have to, and i told myself this will be last time.


how to move on seriously, how to forget you.

why you have to break up with me at this freaking time.
why you have break up with me when i was in the orchard road happily shopping.
why i have to read your msg and cried out in the middle of orchard.
why you have to break up with me when it CNY.
why you have to break with me when i was fucking busy and stress of my 2dart fun.
why dont you tell me everything next month.

i totally no mood to do anything right now.


but still thank you for letting me go.
thank you for dragging so long making my heart numb, and i wont be so sad now.
thank you for everything everything you had gave me.
thank your for the first month you given me, it the sweetest month of the 8mths we got together.
thank you for giving me the sweetest birthday celebration i got.
thank you for once loving so much.
thank you for all the sweet long msg
thank you for the caring and love you gave me
thank you for spamming my call in the morning when i didnt reply you.
thank you for sending me spamming me msg asking i dont love you right when i didnt replied immediately.
thank you for giving me surprises sometimes.
thank you sweet hug you give me when im so sick.
thank you for giving me happy moment, like bumper car, water front, bottle water park taking photos like no one business, k box, sentosa trip, west coast park, and those little sweet things you did to me.
the present you gave me i still will keep by my side. because all these are sweet momeries.


but all this only happened in the first month we got together, and everything is gone.
you dont care me anymore when i told you im injury or sick.
you wont spam my call or msg anymore.
you wont cared even i got msg you or not.

i forget the feeling of going on a date with boyfriend.
i forget the feeling of watching movie with bf.
i forget the feeling of chit chatting with bf like the world belong to us only.
i forget everything, everything what B/G Friend should do.


i angry, i angry that you so cold to me.
i angry that there empty promises and throwing me right down.
i angry that YOU MAKE THE HISTORY REPEATED FOR THE THIRD TIMES WHEN WE ARE ONLY TOGETHER FOR THREE MONTH AND ONLY BEING SWEET FOR FIRST MONTH.

you make me lose trust in love.
you make me suspect whether a guy should be trust or not.

you make me feel that you are making use of me only, when you love me you came back, and when you dont want, you just dump me and left me. IM NOT A TOY CAN.
i know it not your fault because you dont want this to happen.
i know you tried to love me, but why in the first place you can love me so much.

it all the fate, we just cant be together.
you cant love me for long.


the moment i saw the msg, but heart is broken.
IT FUCKING HURT CAN, i totally dont know how to react.
i dont want want to cry, but i cant stop myself.
i feel like go and kill myself.
k i know its stupid i wont do that.

but whatever it happened, i dont regret of going back to you .
it the third time and the last le.
i tired of everything.
a relationship takes two hands to clap.
but it seem like im the one who do the clapping, and with you totally bo chap me.

i tired, i wanted to break up with you three weeks ago but i got no courage.

and yes thanks shuhui for being my listening ear for this three weeks.
i rmb three weeks ago, i rant everything to shuhui and i said, "you know, i feel like breaking up with alvin le"
she totally stunned eh

but i really love you and i promised that i wont be the one who leave you.
i know one day, you will just tell me the truth.
i know you not the one who will drag this for so long.
i dont want to do the break up, because i got no courage to say.

i dont dare to ask you, because i dont want to see msg like im very stress now.

everyone are asking me to tell you, to ask you.
everyone are repeating the same, " i dont want to tell you this, but be prepared.."
inside my heart im all prepared, but i really dont want to face the reality.

the day that you change away me and your primary photo at fs, i knew it.
it was like 2 or 1mth+++ ago.
i dont dare to go in fs , i scared to see what i dont wish to see.
your shout up change, and then your feature friend change.
the day when i saw your feature friend change, i decided not to go in fs again till now.
it so heart wenching to see all these.
wait till i feeling better, i shall go in and changed everything.


everything ended already
no one fault, because we didnt want this to happen.

as long as i told myself, i did do my best to maintence this relationship i got no regret.
i admit i was tired and sick of seeing the same everyday.
i was angry to see everyday with a "ok"

thank sis, shuhui and those who i had rant to.
i dont have need to said, "i got bf mechiam no bf like that"
"my bf dont even care me anymore le la"
"i think i got him or not, also no difference la"
"i can already depend myself le.."
i dont have to count like, alvin got how many days never called me le.
i dont have to count i never meet him for how long le.
i dont have to say "you see ah, confrim write ok one de" when i saw your name on my phone when msg tone rang.
i dont have to say, "aiya, confrim not alvin la" when my hp rang.
i dont have to say "tell you hur, confrim one word reply" when you reply me msg.

thank people for listen to my ranting and cheering me up
love your many many :)

i know i very irritating, like everything also alvin alvin alvin.
but no more already. because everything had ended le.
it over le, 2mths of staying in this state is over.

but still,
the feeling damn shit.
can i go bang wall.
i dont want to break, serisouly. I HATE THE FEELING SO MUCH THAT SOMETIMES I FELT I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE.
but THERE REALLY NO POINT WHEN HE DONT LOVE ME.
NO MATTER WHAT I DO ITS STILL FUCKING THE SAME.
i already dont know how to be a good girlfriend.
i dont know what should i do.
i dont even know how to move on.
why i have to love you so much
why i treasure you so much, and you dump me just like that..

forget it, i shall move on, seriously.
slowly everything will occupied my mind.
i dont want to think anymore.

i thought i will be very sad this time round, but i only cried for awhile only.
i totally numbbbbbbbbbbbbb.


take care and wish you all the best.
bye.

outdated photos and post

outdated photos.

sandy :DDD damn cute.
alina's new hair colour.

saturday.

my 1m x 1m :D
hands
and more hands

yiting with her dragon!

friday

SHUHUI, loves :D
wed.



two new cows.
:D
chicken.
monday.




S.A.M
yiling :D


cotton on.

saturday, 17o1.





chalet
kl, ly




2101- wed
ended school and went chinatown with mummy.
spent $96 on lingerie, i dont know why i bear to spent so much on lingerie.
but it's really damn cute :)
spent make up stuffs, $29.90
then we went over to the street and spent $20+ on the candy :)
nice nice, and we buy some new year decoration, all cows i know.
the guy at there damn cute :)

new year shopping with mother at chinatown is fun :D
i love all the snacks at there.
reached home at 11.45pm.

thursday.
went school at 1pm+ great that we can go school anytime we want to do our final assignment, 1m x 1m.
it big okay.
have mac with shuhui and yiting opp school :D

came back and start doing my draft on A3 size for final, i draw till i wanna cry and i almost gave up.
damn pek cek can :(
but nevermind and i continued. then i found out i way too slow, stop drawing on A3 size and moved on to 1m x 1m.
i spent fucking 3hours, and i only finished 1/4 of everything.
i want go bang wall.
oh thank ryan for helping me bit here and there.

11.45pm, guard came to chase us and before that we were telling jokes to each other.
managed to catch the last bus.

friday
went to school at 2pm and were hopping we can bump into daddy and yes he cycle past us. and yuck i step on a dead rat, all the intenstine came out and it lied flat on the floor.
ewwww the feeling so digusting.

continued my drawing, yiting already start painting le, i guess i going mad :(
went mensa to eat lunch with kester and mei. and then we bought many tibits and glass plane to put our paint. inthend i broke it. kns
kester lend me his one :) thanks.

okay so continued to 8pm and went opp school with shuhui, yiitng, yiling, cheryl, kl, xm, farzal and james for prata.
supposed to went back school immediately but we started to talk about ghost stories.
it's really freak me out.
OMG :( DAMN SCARY. somemore about design school.
eh eh eh
okay i want open the light and sleep le.

went back school at 10pm, wanted to draw everything as fast as possible.
went to toliet with shuhui and tadahhh she saw somemone.
HAHA SHE SO EXCITED SO CUTE LA HER.!

and end up we count down to 11.11pm.
and her wish came true so excited for her! :D

stupid guard came so early to chase us away, then me, mei, kangling, minghan, alina went back to prata again :D
so we chit chat, talk cock rubbish till damn late eh.
kl so high for dont know what reason.

and i keep on ranting to them, thanks for listening. heh
okay then we went to mutli-level carpark to chit chat.
a lot of stars, damn pretty :)

2.30am++ we cab home, reached home at 3am and off to sleep.

sat
wake up at freaking 7.30am and asshole one le.
yiting wake up at 9am+ and we only get to left house at 10.30am
idk i wake up so early for what eh.
finally i started to paint le
HAHA EXCITED MAN, i so scared i screwed up everything.
started with my bowl of rice :D :D
eh okokay only la, went to buy M&M chocolates.
slack abit and ly came.

quickly paint through all my wood without the tone.
paint my one of the wood with tone and we left le.
i tell you sat, design school are extremely quiet, so eerie please.

we went out of the school going by the lvl 1 gate and end up it's lock.
so me and sister climb over first, and ly dont dare to jump down.
ahh, inthend guard saw us and shouted at us so ly walk back to lvl 3
roar. LOL

went to novena there first, have late lunch at velocity and we went to cotton on.
spent $40 at there and yt spent $65.
train down to far east to shop abit and met alina.
she wanted to dye her hair at "in the salon" but they were damn busy so went subway.
didnt eat anything, anyway after that shop around.
buy some tshirt :D yes tshirt
very cute la :D
then i bought a bag HHAHA VERY NICE I LIKE.

then alina and ly went to waston to buy the dye hair thingy, and me and mei went to see some belts.
okay i got msg, i know something not right.

alvin want to break up with me, but actually he never said break up, he just wrote he feel no love for me and etc.
i gave yiting see the msg, and she almost freak up she damn scared i cried.
actually i never cried one, but when we went to find ly and alina.
i let her saw the msg and i fucking cried.
many peoeple were staring at me.

msg shuhui, and she called me and cheer me up.
thank shuhui :DDD she talk to me for very long.
love love.

then i cried again in the taxi.
heartbroken..

then i told yiting i dont feel like going home, so decided to help alina dye her hair and we just ton at her house.

idk what to reply and i think forget it man. i dont know what to say.
ly damn cute when she saw sandy. she so scared of her.

then we eat and listen to alina playing with her guitar :D
msg jing wei later on and told him about it
ok la ok la thanks for cheering me .

im still damn fucking sad, damn lost.
eh i forget what happened le, and i just fall asleep to 4am
i think i miss out lot of fun.
i rmb something very heavy on my body when i open my eyes, sandy was lying on me.
SHE DAMN CUTE LO OMG.
she actually sleep on my body. eh

okay wake up and were stunned to see yiting's bleach hair. damn bright lo.
then we open secrets to watch.
everyone fall asleep, and fuck la.
i cried again.

went to sleep at 6.30am.
alina's alarm were ringing for like every 5mins, tried to wake her up but but.
then 7.40am, i woke her up again, i saw her taking her phone up and i thought she seeing the time, but then she went backk sleep agian.
i was like hur-.- i thought she had to leave her house at 8am.
then i stone okay went back sleep again.
then 8.15am, daddy called me, he wanted to fetch us home so i wake alina up asking what is her block num and street number.
then i asked her want to wake up or not, it like 8.15am already le.
but then she fall asleep.
i was like hur hur hur -.- -.- -.-

daddy called again and said reaching in 15mins time, i asked yiting to wake up but she said she want to leave at 9.30am-.- eh i thought alina have to reach at 9am lo.
i damn confused can and i just told daddy we go home ourself.

went back to sleep, and i dream something damn fucking sad.
i cried like mad in the dream, and i thought i will wake up with tears end up there's none.

alina's jump up when yiting told her it's already 10am+
so she quickly prepared and we went home.
cab home cab home.
waste money :(

okay renioun dinner, i will update again.

bye.