killing painting

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CAIYUN!



still got tons of photos at layyen's blog! im lazy to copy so yes
all of us went mad after painting for hours!


ok i still got no time to update the renioun dinner and esplanade trip
i guess tomorrow kay.

this three days are killing me seriously :(
damn sick of it la, wake up early go school and painting all the way to 11pm.
killed me please, damn tired of it.

i have not been sleeping on my bed for 2 nights!

tues night, ly, kl, alina and mh came my house to ton :D :D :D :D
had fun and have mj :D
i dont know why mummy will let lo, and daddy didnt even said anything :D
HAHA'
pull two mattress on my floor
nice nice :D

finish up my abstract painting and we slept at 6.30am and i wake up at 9am
hardcore i wanna die le.
huang yiting hit me when i trying to wake her up at 10.30pm

kl keep on throwing my round pig down.
i want kill him roar.

mh and kl throw things at mei to wake her up.
LOL

and whoever went up to my bed sure will knock their head to the celling .HAHAHAHA

me, alina, mei slept on the floor
:)


oh ya before the day me, mei and alina watched love matters
DAMN FUNNY LO, although the show is not in expectation, as in not what i think the story will be in this way, but really was laughing like mad :D
haha

cathay had new stuffs, eh what mini mini three.
LOL, talk to jelly and she said no customers le lo, all go mini bar buy.
coffee bar got new fridge and new LCD. eh okay
i guess too long never go down and a lot of new staffs.

i felt sad whenever i go cathay.
:/




so well
huang yiting shouted at me during painting
"HE DONT LOVE YOU LE LA!"


i was like.
"... like that say, like nobody love me.."

roar, she shouted very loud in the class.
roar you.

me and shuhui together on 28.1.09
:D :D :D
ly said to be my les partner, and kl stared at her.
HAHA DAMN FUNNY LO



okay i going mad le.
ytdy went alina house to overnight.
i very lazy to go home :D
i dont know why mummy suddenly let me ton outside whenever i want.

slept for 10 hours straight.
nice, wanted to wake up at 9am de, but all of us cant wake up.
so yes end up waking up at 11.30am.


okay i didnt complete my painting, luckily ronald extend the dateline to fri 6pm.
and i havent paint finish my hand and blood.
i want kill myself.
how, i left with tomorrow de la :(

i got myself alot of cut here and there.
because i use glass to put my painting, and my glass keep on drop to the floor lo :(
so ya.





i got his smell today
:/


i miss him seriously.



:(



should i move on?



i want, but i dont bear to let go.





is everything really ended?


am i still lying and hiding myself from reality?


i need time, seriously..