eh fuck

fuckkk i blog finish everything, then it gone.
ASS HOLE.

i guess i shall go painting now bye.



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you dont respect her too, how do you want her to respect you?
not the matter of respect or whatever thing.
people force you to do what you dont like or whatever, you said that they dont respect you.

yes, you did not appreciate of what she did to you, she just merely care for you. is there any wrong?
is it so difficult to drink that green bean soup that mean for your own good?
is the green bean soup poison?
if you talk about respecting, then you should be the one who respect her and drink that water.
she care for you that why she want you to drink.
but you show no respect at all.
no respect to what she done for you.

yes, she beat you or whatsoever, but when a child is not being obedient, as a mother will beat her children no matter what the age is.

think about it, you might be hurting her more.
imagine asking you to drink the water for like 30minutes and you dont even gave a fuck of it.

how hurt can that be?
imagine you are a mother, and you cook something that mean them well, but they fucking dont even want to touch it as if they contain poison or whatsoever.
then what will you be feeling?

you said you are 17 years old, since you are 17 you should know what the right thing to do.
stop being stubborn at unnecessary thing.
the previously incident too. it really not the matter of respect or not.

mummy mean you good, she care f0r you.
she just want to drink the green bean soup and hope that your nose stop bleeding.
you know how hurt is she when she told me that she care for you but you dont even want to drink it.

put yourself in her shoes.


i saw everything with my own eyes.

in the starting, she take the cup to you personally, asking you nicely to drink the water.
you just fucking reject and push it away.
you know how rude and disrespectful is it.
so you think you deserved respect from her?

why dont appreciate of what she did ?
why cant you think, oh mum put an effort to cook for me, for my own good and my own health and she caring for me. then no matter how awful it taste, i will just drink it.

instead of saying no and no and no.
wtf lo.

seriously, go think and stop saying mother dont respect you or stuff.
and WHAT THE FUCK?
go jump?
eh it just a drink come on. need to be so negative about it?
a drink that stop your nose from bleeding, a drink that for your own good.
a drink that mum mean for your own good, a drink that mummy specially cook.

please think can.
it so fucking hurt if i was the mother who read your post.

why cant you appreciate, you know APPRECIATE?
wait till one day mummy dont care or bother you, you then start regret or whatever shitness.

think one day you tell mummy when you not feeling well or whatever.
mum go reply like, "so? none of my business"

you want this?
seriously, if i was the mother, i will just take the water and pour on you too.
because you waste her effort, just that the effort went down to the drain.
so you should be expecting the water like an effort pouring away.

IT JUST THE GREEN BEAN WATER FOR YOUR DAMN GOD.
OMG.
i see le, also damn pissed off man.

you crying outside, but she bleeding inside.
so hurt can.

you think she want to beat you? if only you can listen to her and drink it.
everything will be good and fine.

yes you are of course in fault.
stop thinking of jumping or whatever stupid stuff shitness whatever thing.


really damn dumb can.
imagine wa i grow up be a mother, i cook like eh okay, green bean soup
i asked and plead my child to drink. because her body too heaty, after drinking it next day will be better.
pleading for so long, 30 mintues++ inthend pek cek so i beat her. inthend she go jump floor

OMG. CHILDISH SERIOUSLY I MUST SAY.
no offence oh well.
because i very sad to see mummy so hurt.