fuck everything.

fuck everything i having now.
hate hate hate it.

i very sad i very sad i very sad i very sad i very sad i very sad i very sad i very sad i very sad i very sad i very sad i very sad i very sad i very sad.

i feel like crying at any moment.
i not happy at all.

i hope everything can stop, just stop.
and i hope my relationship with sister will be better.

i cant face the reality, im loser.


6am+ this morning at that moment i thought my heartbeat almost stopped. wtf.
the feeling.... i hate this feeling and i think this might happen tonight again because another sleepless night again.




IM REALLY FUCKING SAD.